THE HIDDEN LIFE OF A MOTHER OF THE CROSS
HOLDS THE POWER OF GOD

A Trumpet Call From God Forming His Victim Souls for These Decisive Times.

⁓⁓ 2011 ⁓⁓

For other years, go to beginning

 

2011, no date

Blossoms of True Humility 

One day, when I walked into our courtyard to enter my house, I noticed that our gardenia plant had a few beautiful white flowers. I immediately approached the plant to smell her flowers, and I was filled with joy at seeing her flowers blossoming.

 

Jesus later taught me as I prayed in my room:  My daughter, a plant grows in beauty when the flower begins to blossom. The gardenia plant is a lovely plant in your garden but the day you walked in your garden and saw her flowers you took greater attention of her and were filled with joy. She called you to her, through the lovely flower, to stoop down and smell her.

 

This is an analogy of the human soul when she begins to blossom in true humility. She brings great joy to the Father, and He stoops down to smell her fragrance of humility, thus filling the Heart of God with joy.

 

“My Lord, how does a soul grow in the beauty of humility?”

 

In order for a plant to blossom, she must be watered, nurtured and live in the rays of the sun. A soul, too, must be nurtured in daily prayer, given the food of the Eucharist, pruned in the sacrament of Penance and live in the light of the Holy Spirit. But in order for humility to kill the deep roots of self-love, pride and vanity in a soul, she must come to My Cross for her heart to be plowed with My thorns and wounds.

 

*JANUARY 2011

 

1/3/11

I will raise up My army of holy priests

Jesus explained: …. Speak the truth of all that I tell you, warning My people and calling them to repentance before the time of My visitation. You will call them to enter the safety of My Cross, which is the only place they are safe from the darkness that surrounds them and wants to consume them. You will call forth My army of holy priests that I will use to guard My Church and bring many into Her walls for protection. My daughter, know that I am the God of heaven and earth and all power belongs to Me. I will raise up My army of holy priests through My humble son and simple mother…. My sons will never be holy if they do not resemble Me crucified. They are called to bear all My wounds and, in this way, become My healing light for all those entrusted to them…

 

1/5/11

Receive My Wounds

Receive the wounds that cost Me My most painful suffering – humiliations, rejection and ingratitude. My most sensitive Heart continues to suffer these wounds. The greatest gift to mankind, THE CROSS, is rejected by almost all. You (LC) are the remnant that have received My Gift. It is only through this gift that they are set free from the chains that bind them. It is only through this gift that they enter perfect union with Me. It is only through this gift that they find JOY… Receive My wounds and give Me rest

 

1/8/11

Missionaries of the Cross –Live Sirach 2

My daughter, you, Fr. Jordi and My community of Love Crucified will undergo greater attacks now from Satan because he knows what will come forth from My little mustard seed. Live Sirach 2… TRUST and do not be afraid… Raise up My army of holy priests! …Speak to them of the signs of the time. Awaken them to action! My warriors must be ready to fight the decisive battle! Call them to action, My little one!

 

My Lord, how do I call them to action?

 

First, Bring them to the foot of the Cross to enter through the gate of Mary

 

Second, Call them to REPENTANCE. Ask them to repent from their sins of sloth, immorality, lack of prayer, lack of mortification and penance.

 

Third, Tell them to spend time in the Blessed Sacrament contemplating My wounds. Tell them to place their hearts with all their sins inside My most painful wound, My shoulder. I will heal them in this wound. I will perfect them and make them My living Hosts. In this way, they will radiate My Light during the time of the great darkness that is upon you.

 

Obedience, humility, love, poverty, purity all flow as the living fruit of intimacy with Me, the source of all life. I am The Way, The Truth and The Life. He who abides in Me abides in Love and walks the narrow path of the Cross that leads to eternal life. 

 

1/13/11

Purest love on earth must be united to suffering

My daughter, the purest love on earth must be united to suffering. I came from Heaven to Earth to suffer in expiation for the sins of the world. This is love. Pure love gives itself solely because of love. The love of the Trinity is pure love, therefore, the Father gives His life by giving to the world His only-begotten Son. The Holy Spirit flows from this most pure love, thus igniting the hearts of souls to suffer with Me so that they can enter in Love. The Cross without My Sacred Heart is useless suffering brought about by sin. But suffering united to My Cross is new life; it is participation in the work of redemption, which is participation in the life of the Trinity. These mysteries can only be grasped by a humble heart; therefore, you must call My sons first to repentance at the foot of My Cross to receive the gold of precious repentance. Be still, My daughter, for it is the pure suffering of the Mothers of the Cross that I will use to pierce the harshness of My sons' hearts. Suffer all with perfect faith in My crucified love.

 

1/14/11  

Hardness of Heart/ Repentance

My daughter, a hardened heart is not able to receive the grace of God. It is not able to see the glory of God revealed before him. I, God Incarnate, was in their midst, yet they were blind. My Heart was grieved to see the condition of their hearts, for I knew that not even My crucifixion would touch their hearts. My daughter, many are called, but it is few that respond. The act of Mary Magdalene and Peter, in which they come to Me with tears of sorrow, is necessary to pierce the hardness of the human heart seeped in sin. My daughter, My Heart continues to be grieved at seeing such hardness of hearts within My Church. I desire that you awaken the hearts of My sons with tears and supplications as only a mother can. My little one, I do not want you to give a talk; I do not want you to convince them of anything. I want you to call them to repentance and supplicate them to respond to this last outpouring of My mercy for them. My daughter, know and be prepared for great persecution because few will respond, but God in His infinite mercy will use the holy remnant to save the multitude.                            

1/17/11

Abandon yourself into my crucified embrace

My little one, I see how nervous and insecure you are because you are relying on yourself. Abandon yourself into My crucified embrace. Look in the depth of My eyes and contemplate the sorrow of your Beloved. Will you too, My little one, forsake Me? Do you not see how few souls I have completely abandoned in My Divine Will? I seek daughters and sons to be My instruments, to be My voice in the world, but I find very few willing to leave all to follow Me. Who am I to send, My little one, to help My people? My sons are steeped in self-love. It is only the humble, pure love of a mother that can touch their hardened hearts. Will you speak on behalf of My Mother? Our desires are the same. We are One Heart because My Mother was fully abandoned to the Will of the Father, as I was and continues to be. I desire you to speak to My sons with all the passion of your motherly heart. Trust in all that I have placed in your heart. Do not fear to shock them with your courage and frankness in speaking the truth. It is your love and humility that they will see….

 

1/18/11  

The Rope worn by the MOC​

I then pondered the words the Lord gave me last night: 

Abandon yourself into My crucified embrace. Look in the depth of My eyes and contemplate the sorrow of your Beloved. 

I asked the Holy Spirit to bring me into the Lord's embrace. Immediately, I saw Jesus standing at the top of the Holy Steps, waiting to be condemned to death.  I slowly ascended each step until I reached my Lord. His hands were not bound because I was wearing the rope around my waist. My Lord embraced me with His Scourged Body. I gazed into His eyes and saw the sorrow of His Heart. I could hear behind me the roar of the people, “Crucify Him.”  The darkness permeated everything except Jesus and the little light in the crowd of Mary, St John and Mary Magdalene. Jesus had me understand and feel that this cry, “Crucify Him” is the same cry in the world today. It’s the same cry towards Asia Bibi; it’s the cry against so many Christians throughout the world. 

As I contemplate my Jesus scourged, bloody, weak, grieved, mocked, tortured, humiliated, the Glory of God hidden within His Crucified Body, I understand the cry of my Lord, “bring Me victim souls.” It is not through human accomplishments, places of honor nor eloquent words that will pierce this darkness, but through the power of God in the Word of the Cross and the power of victim souls. 

 

1/24/11

Holy Thursday, MACCABEES MOTHER

This is the time. The time has arrived. You will be the mother of many sons. Do you understand the reading I gave you on this Holy Thursday night? You are that mother. Seven represents many. She raised her 7 sons to be martyrs of love for God. She was a mother warrior consumed with love and zeal for the House of God. She raised her sons to lay down their lives for the Lord. This is your mission, My daughter. You will be the voice in the desert crying out to My sons to lay down their lives as My martyrs for My Bride, the Church. You will raise up My victim priests for My Church as only a mother can.

 

1/29/11

“I Desire Many Victim Souls”

All Christians are called to be victim souls. Only God is holy, therefore, to be holy means to be transformed into the One you receive at Holy Communion, to become One with Me. Perfect love on earth is expressed by laying down your life for the salvation of your brother and sister. It is your "yes" to give the oblation of your life that "stirs into flame" the graces of your Baptism and you receive the power and fire of the Holy Spirit. It is then, in this way, that your life possesses the "power of God". That is why I desire many victim souls, for it is only the power of pure love that will pierce the darkness that is steeping into the hearts and minds of My people. Bring Me victim souls, My little one. Do not be afraid.

 

1/31/11

“Bring Me Victim Souls!”

St. Joseph and Mary were perfect holy victim souls. They were united as one to the Victim of Love. St. Joseph never uttered a complaint during his many trials, struggles, and sufferings. The human existence here on earth is full of struggles, challenges, difficulties, sufferings, trials and tears because of the fall. I came to transform human suffering through My death and resurrection. The Holy Family lived the human condition through Me, with Me and in Me; thus their lives were transformed into Love, the love of the Most Holy Trinity. The world is foundering into the abyss of evil and darkness because My Spirit is not sought and loved. It is through Mary, the Spouse of the Holy Spirit, that you obtain most perfectly the power of the Holy Spirit. It is the Holy Spirit that will unite you as One Body to My crucified Love to participate in the salvation of the world. It is only My victim souls who participate in the work of Redemption and who will conquer the principalities of death with Me. Therefore, My little one, bring me victim souls!


*FEBRUARY 2011
 

2/1/11  

Jesus' Wounds & the Power of our Prayers as Victim Souls

My wounds are the passage to enter the infinity of God. I allowed My Body to become one wound (meaning His entire Body was pierced and wounded) so that ALL humanity could enter. Each victim soul has the power from God, because of My Victimhood, to draw souls into My wounds.

 

Your “fiat” in your desire to be My victim souls has allowed the Holy Spirit to unite you into My crucified love. I first revealed to you the infinite depth and width of each of My wounds. Then I raised you, My little victims of love, into My crucified embrace. As you (LC) prayed as ONE heart and mind through Me, with Me and in Me, your prayer received the power of the Holy Spirit to draw souls into My wounds. Believe in the power of your prayers as ONE with the perfect Victim of Love. Continue praying and living as God's hidden force.

 

Last night, as we prayed the rosary during our cenacle, I first saw interiorly Jesus' wounds as very large passages. Then Jesus raised up my body into His crucified embrace. The family of LC was interceding with great love for many souls. I then saw a long line of men, women and children entering Jesus' wounds. He allowed me to see most clearly the faces of the children. Their eyes were the blank gaze of hopelessness. At the same time, through the gaze of their eyes, I felt their immense pain and suffering in their hearts. I couldn't contain my tears to see and feel such woundedness and pain in the Body of Christ, my brothers and sisters. My tears continue to come this morning as I continue to see into the eyes of our Lord's children. I shed tears for them and cry with my Lord and Mother, suffering as ONE heart with them, for all humanity. What pain, what suffering, what love!

2/1/11

Victim Souls Crucified with Christ

Jesus asked me to read St. Paul to the Galatians: “I am crucified with Christ…” (Gal 2:19-21)

Then I received the words from the Lord:

Remain steadfast in your preaching and teaching about victim souls. You will bring many to find the secret passage that leads to transformation into Me; the passage that brings a soul into the life of the most Holy Trinity.

St. Paul entered this passage as he declares when he says, "I have been crucified with Christ".  It is a victim soul's 'yes' that 'stirs into flame' the power of the Holy Spirit so that the Holy Spirit can lead a docile and willing soul to die with Me. It is this voluntary death that brings the soul to new life. That is why St. Paul can now say," It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me."

I continue to thirst for love, but it is only the love of My victim souls that satisfies My thirst. It is only the love of My victim souls that has the power to appease the justice of God. Therefore, bring Me many victim souls.

2/8/11

“Be Faithful to this Mission”

Before the Blessed Sacrament, I felt our Lady of Guadalupe approach me and bless me. She said:

Be faithful and trust all that My Son has given you. The “fiat” is your constant “yes” to the Lord. It is not the goal, but the beginning. Your “fiat” must allow me to bring you to the foot of the Cross.  It is only in the Cross united to Love Crucified that your “fiat” will be perfected, and you will be consumed in the fire of God’s love so that it is no longer you that lives but My Son in you… The Will of God becomes your life. Your mission is to raise up my army of holy priests by proclaiming His Glorious Cross. Be faithful to this mission. 

2/19/11

Ezekiel 38        Remnant (Victim Souls) Will Conquer this Evil

I felt Jesus speak to my heart in the Blessed Sacrament after Mass. I opened the Bible to Ezekiel 38 and then these words filled my heart:

 

Gog is the antichrist that is quickly immersing. The people in the U.S.A are blind and do not see what is approaching. They are only concerned about their houses, cars, bank accounts… This keeps them blind to the evil approaching. There will be a great devastation… But it is My remnant (victim souls) of holy men and women that will conquer this evil. Your mission is to raise up My army of holy priests and holy lay men and women to fight this decisive battle… When everything seems lost, My Mother, the Queen of Heaven and Earth, will be seen clothed with the sun by all (I could see Mary as one with the sun rising from the east and seen by all as we see the sun) Many will die of terror (I felt as they see their sins) but many will believe and be converted…

2/22/11     

True Love & Joy - Suffering With Jesus  

I came into the world to suffer, to lay down My life in order for you to have life. I suffered from the moment of My Incarnation. Through My suffering, The Word made Flesh, I redeemed and sanctified all suffering. When you suffer without Me you can only bear your suffering, but when you suffer with Me your suffering is transformed into the power of God. It is only when you suffer with Me that you will encounter true joy in suffering, for true joy is knowing the love of the Most Holy Trinity and becoming one in this Love. Like Me, this love will move you to perfect obedience, obedience onto the Cross, to become, as My Mother, redeemers with Me aiding in the salvation of the world. This then is true love- suffering with Me.

 

2/24/11

Cross is your sole wealth and happiness on earth

My daughter, My Cross without Me is nothing but agony; My Cross with Me is new life. I came, My little one, to bring to you new life. Your life without the saving grace of My precious blood is death and darkness. I came to restore you to your original state of grace as a daughter of the Father, a daughter who is pure and holy as God is pure and holy, a daughter created for Love and to be love, a daughter to reflect and radiate the beauty of God Himself. The Cross is your sole wealth and happiness on earth because it is your path to new life. It is the place of encounter between a creature and the Trinity. Yes, My daughter, that place of encounter with the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. You enter the Cross through the gate of My Mother. She accompanies you to the foot of the Cross to kiss My pierced and wounded feet. This first encounter is the awakening of your soul. It is through this act of humble love, in imitation of My Mother, in which you receive the gift of knowledge, therefore, receiving the gold of precious repentance. My feet represent My desire to bring My Gospel to the ends of the world. On earth, they were continuously walking, moving forward in love of my Father's mission, which was My mission because We are One with the Holy Spirit. As you kiss My feet, ask: how far

are you willing to go to proclaim My mission that I have placed in your heart? Will your feet reach the summit of Golgotha? Will you continue to love and be faithful to My mission when you are persecuted and misunderstood, many times by those closest to you? How far are you willing to walk for Me? Are you willing to remain at My feet and wash them with the perfume of your tears and sacrifices, as Mary Magdalene did?

2/26/11

The Crown of Thorns 

The crown of thorns you see on My head in Calvary represents the thorns that pierced My Heart during My life and continues to pierce My Heart. My Heart was tortured and shredded before I began My Calvary. I received the thorns of ingratitude, denial, indifference, apathy, hatred, rejection, solitude… Can you begin to imagine this, My daughter? The God, Who so loved the world, was not received and till this day continues to be rejected by all except for a small remnant. Love is not known nor loved by the majority. Have My community, that I want to use to awaken the world to love, ponder these things.

2/28/11 

White Cloth Soaking Up the Blood of Christ

It was in the scourging that I lost the greatest amount of Blood. I was beat by the hatred of the past, present and future. I received the hatred of the world upon My Body. I, the perfect, pure Martyr of Love, took upon Myself all the hatred of humanity. The only antidote for hatred is love. My Mother soaked up My Precious Blood with towels, representing her body as My living chalice. Mary Magdalene imitated her. You, My Mothers and Missionaries of the Cross, are also called to imitate My Mother. Allow your bodies to prostrate themselves on My Precious Blood, soaking up My Blood with your lives, thus becoming My living chalices. 

How, my Lord, do we do this?

By loving when you are misunderstood, laughed at, judged, persecuted, condemned, ridiculed…. During your days, instead of talking so much, contemplate My Precious Blood on the ground and your bodies, as My Mother’s living cloth, soaking it up. 

You will radiate the beauty of God when you mirror your Love Crucified. 

 

*MARCH 2011

 

3/1/11

Expansion of the Tent of your Hearts

My daughter, the way of the Cross is a lonely path because few walk this path. You, LC, are called to lead many on this path that leads to new life. As they pierced My feet, I blessed all the souls I saw trod the wide path of destruction, lured by the passions of the flesh and world. My blessing with My Blood provided the strength they need to choose the narrow path of life. I also saw you, and the few truly following in My footsteps, and I blessed you and sealed you with My Blood in perseverance. I now ask you, My blossoming mustard seed, to help guide many out of the path of destruction into the path of life, especially My beloved sons, whom I need to shepherd My people into the safety of My Cross.

 

The love of God will stretch your love beyond your physical capacities. The expansion of the tent of your hearts is a most painful process. You have to choose to love those most difficult to love. You must always choose love, patience, and tenderness and never give into anger and resentment. The tenderness of God was manifested through My hands. The healing grace of God was transmitted through My hands. I need you to be My hands and to transmit the healing grace of God to your spouses, children and many. It is My tenderness that heals the harshness and hardness of hearts. Radiate My tenderness through your hands. My children climb the steps of My feet, My side, My Heart to reach the gaze of My crucified eyes. It is My gaze that will pierce your hearts and heal all pride, self-love and vanity. It is My gaze that will awaken your hearts to love Love Itself. It is through My crucified gaze that you will find the courage to continue in the path of life. It is through My crucified gaze that you will receive the revelations of the mystery of suffering, which is the mystery of love. It is through My crucified gaze that you will desire to be One with The Victim of Love, in which you will desire solely the Cross, in which you will desire the salvation of all your brothers and sisters and forget yourself, in which you will receive the power of the Holy Spirit to lay down your life as My sacrifice of love for the salvation of many.

3/2/11

In Desolation is When Your Life has the Greatest Power

In desolation is when your life has the greatest power and is most fecund. In My desolation on the Cross, My life shown most brilliantly the love of God the Father. My desolation made My faith in My Father radiate its perfection.  Through My desolation, I gave birth to My Church and all Her sacraments. Through My desolation I gave birth to all My sons, My priests. Through My desolation, the Holy Spirit expanded the maternal Heart of My Mother to embrace all of humanity.

 

It is in your times of desolation that the Holy Spirit and My Mother wish to unite you more intimately to Me. It is in your times of desolation that you are given the opportunity and grace to suffer with Me. It is through your desolation that you can come to know the pain, suffering and love of My Heart. It is through your desolation united to Mine that your life will also be most fecund.

 

My desolation was so important for the salvation of the world that the Father willed for My Mother to continue suffering My desolation on earth. Her suffering of solitude was her continuation of My desolation, and it produced and continues to produce a shower of graces for the world.

 

I desire for the souls that love Me to live their times of desolation united to Me and completely abandoned to the Holy Spirit. In this way, My hidden force will acquire the power of God to overcome the darkness in the world. My Cross is not My Cross without the power of desolations lived with perfect faith.

3/4/11

Passage into My Heart

The piercing with the lance created your passage into My Heart. My Heart was opened for all to enter with the piercing of the lance. My Mother received this same piercing in her Heart and suffered the pain and sorrow I could no longer suffer. This piercing fused our Hearts together as ONE for all eternity. This is why Mary is the gate to enter My Love Crucified and My Heart. The Holy Spirit lifts you from My feet into the passage in My side. It is in this passage created by the spear that you are perfected in My virtues. Your soul needs to be clothed in the virtues of true humility and purity before entering the furnace of My heart. It is the work of the Holy Spirit with My Mother that form these virtues in your heart and soul. Humility is acquired through constant knowledge of your misery and My mercy and love. You receive the gift of knowledge at My feet, and you must always maintain yourself wrapped in this gift. Purity of mind, heart, soul and body is attained as you come in contact with Me, who am all pure and holy.  My Mother is all purity, and it is she who will dress you in the white gown of purity. She will cleanse you, little-by-little, of all the mud that remained on you after I pulled you out of the quicksand of your misery with the Wood of My Cross. Through humility and purity, you will quickly attain perfection in all the other virtues if you persevere in prayer.

3/8/11

L.C. Prophets Preparing the Way for My Second Coming

You (Love Crucified), are My prophets of new, preparing the way for My second coming. I established My Church, giving birth to her Sacraments and ministers on the Cross. My Church, the vineyard, has become defiled with many corrupt ministers. I am sending you among wolves to cleanse My vineyard through the power of My Cross and Blood. Therefore, you must be clothed with humility and purity and covered with the mantle of My Mother soaked in My precious Blood.

 

 This Gospel parable (Mark 12:1-12) reveals your mission; the teachings are your preparation. If you each abandon yourselves simply (Conchita’s Diary 124) to Me, I promise you I will grant you the grace of transformation. It is My new disciples that I Myself am preparing and training, united as ONE with the Holy Spirit and My Mother, that will cleanse My Church and bring forth from the depth of My Cross the new Pentecost with the reign of the Immaculate Heart of My Mother. On your part, be docile of heart and give no resistance to the formation I am bringing you.

3/9/11, Ash Wednesday

Abandon Yourself into My Crucified Embrace

I was abandoned by all, except for a few, and I abandoned Myself into the Will of My Father, My One and All. I was abandoned by My beloved three apostles in the Garden of Gethsemane, but Abba came to console Me through the angel, and I saw each of you, My disciples of consolation and reparation.  Abandon yourself simply and daily into My crucified embrace, and you will never experience abandonment because you will possess ALL. I suffered abandonment so that you could enter into the fullness of life in the Blessed Trinity, living in the loving embrace of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit. I call you, My family of LC, to suffer all with Me so that you can serve as My balm to alleviate My pangs of seeing so many of My children, especially My consecrated souls, abandon Me, and at the same time, as My disciples of reparation. Your suffering as one with Me saves many from the fires of Gehenna.

 

3/11

Blossoms of True Humility

One day when I walked into our courtyard to enter my house, I noticed that our gardenia plant had a few beautiful white flowers. I immediately approached the plant to smell her flowers and I was filled with joy at seeing her flowers blossoming.

 

Jesus later taught me as I prayed in my room:

 

My daughter, a plant grows in beauty when the flower begins to blossom. The gardenia plant is a lovely plant in your garden but the day you walked in your garden and saw her flowers you took greater attention of her and were filled with joy. She called you to her, through the lovely flower, to stoop down and smell her.

 

This is an analogy of the human soul when she begins to blossom in true humility. She brings great joy to the Father, and He stoops down to smell her fragrance of humility, thus filling the Heart of God with joy.

“My Lord, how does a soul grow in the beauty of humility?”

In order for a plant to blossom, she must be watered, nurtured and live in the rays of the sun. A soul, too, must be nurtured in daily prayer, given the food of the Eucharist, pruned in the sacrament of Penance and live in the light of the Holy Spirit. But in order for humility to kill the deep roots of self-love, pride and vanity in a soul, she must come to My Cross for her heart to be plowed with My thorns and wounds.

3/17/11 

Great Devastation yet to come

Enter Lent now in deep silence. Speak only what you must… You must be able to perceive Me and hear My voice outside the Blessed Sacrament… There is coming a time when you will not have Me in the Blessed Sacrament. As My living chalices, you will be living containers of My Host and Blood… You will adore Me and (have My presence with you) in your hearts and souls…  (These words were not exact because I wrote them after my Lord spoke)

 

You are raising up My army of holy priests for these times… The earthquakes of Japan and Haiti are warnings before the great devastation that is to come… It can no longer be avoided, but you can bring about the salvation and conversion of many souls…

3/19/11  

Feast of St. Joseph / Missionaries of the Cross

Today I will teach you through the example of St. Joseph. 

St. Joseph centered his life in prayer and silence.  He meditated on the Word of God daily in humility, seeking no places of honor for himself. He remained content, hidden. Through the humility and purity of his heart, he was able to see the purity and holiness of Mary. When he learned that Mary was with Child, through his humility, he entered the hiddenness of his heart and sought to know the Will of God. This is what makes a great man: to seek the Will of God in all things. My power and strength were manifested in his docility and tenderness of heart. When men let go of their human tendency to control and rely completely on Me, they will begin to possess the true power of God.

 

St. Joseph embraced Mary as the Mother of God and believed in humility. He embraced the mission of God, revealed and contained in Mary Most Humble. I desire for all My Missionaries of the Cross, in imitation of St. Joseph, to embrace you, My daughter, as their spiritual mother here on earth in union with Mary, the Mother of God and Mother of all. They are to embrace you and all the Mothers of the Cross in their hearts with great love and listen intently to the wisdom of God revealed through you.

3/22/11       

You are not fighting this battle alone

I see your suffering heart hidden to the world. I see your tears hidden in your heart and soul. I hear your every prayer and cries. I feel all your struggles and pains. Suffer all with Me, for I am suffering all with you. Know that your God and Spouse is always with you. Suffer all with patient endurance, and the glory of God will be revealed to you. The darkness is penetrating the world and seeping into all your homes; stand firm in the spirituality of the Cross, as I have taught you. It is My martyrs of love that have the power of God to fight against this darkness and win. Be strong in Me. Do not fall into the trap of believing that you are fighting this battle alone, for you are the hidden force united as one to My Mother, the angels and saints, and each other. This knowledge will bring you strength.

3/ 23/11

The Father Speaks to L.C.

You, My little ones, have responded to the plea of the Mother of God and the cries of My Son. Therefore, I am responding to you. I have placed you in the palm of My hand to be My people and I your God. It is I, Abba Father, Who hears your cries and supplications and answers you. My wrath is coming upon the earth, but you, My people, will be safe hidden in the palm of My hand. You are the remnant in which the purity of the Church, the Body of My Beloved Son, shines forth. Remain steadfast in prayer, praise and adoration, and suffering all with My Beloved Son and you will not go astray. I am leading you, My people; I go before you in the Light of the Holy Spirit. Be vigilant; learn to hear with the ears of your soul and see with the eyes of your soul.

3/23/11

Prepare the way for the Coming of the Lord / Priests will Be Separated, Goats from the Sheep

The Father: The time of the great and horrible devastation is drawing near. Prepare the way for My Son, My little ones, you must set out to preach with the fire of God. I am commissioning you as my prophets to prepare the way for the coming of the Lord. You must preach repentance as St. John the Baptist. But repentance through the power of the Cross of Jesus Christ. You must bring to light the darkness of sin hidden in the hearts of My priests. My fire will consume this darkness. My Missionaries of the Cross are my Son's Green Berets… The Green Berets will face head-on the darkness that consumes the priesthood.  They will fight with the sword of the Spirit. They will be clothed and possessed by the power of God because they are one with the Word of the Cross. You, my daughter, will raise up my Missionaries of the Cross along with the hidden force of the Mothers of the Cross. Do not be afraid to speak with the fire of the Holy Spirit you possess.  The time is at hand when all my priests will be separated in two camps, the goats from the sheep. You are My prophets for these decisive times, called to build the bronze wall of my Son's army of holy priests around the Bride, the Church. During the great devastation, many will enter her safety through her holy ministers. The main responsibility of the Missionaries of the Cross is to bring to light the devastating darkness Satan continues to keep concealed. Bring to light the sin of My ministers and call them to repentance at the feet of Jesus crucified. They all must unite to the Word of the Cross so that they can possess the power of God to lead my Church to safety during the storm that is approaching.

3/28/11 

Words from God the Father: Prophets to Prepare the Way for the Coming of the Lord/ Bronze Wall 

The time of the great and horrible devastation is drawing near. Prepare the way for My Son. My little ones, you must set out to preach with the fire of God. I am commissioning you as my prophets to prepare the way for the coming of the Lord. You must preach repentance as St. John the Baptist, but repentance through the power of the Cross of Jesus Christ. You must bring to light the darkness of sin hidden in the hearts of My priests. My fire will consume this darkness. My Missionaries of the Cross are my Son's Green Berets… The Green Berets will face head-on the darkness that consumes the priesthood. They will fight with the sword of the Spirit. They will be clothed and possessed by the power of God because they are one with the Word of the Cross. You, my daughter, will raise up my Missionaries of the Cross along with the hidden force of the Mothers of the Cross. Do not be afraid to speak with the fire of the Holy Spirit you possess. The time is at hand when all my priests will be separated in two camps, the goats from the sheep. You are My prophets for these decisive times, called to build the bronze wall of my Son's army of holy priests around the Bride, the Church. During the great devastation, many will enter her safety through her holy ministers. The main responsibility of the Missionaries of the Cross is to bring to light the devastating darkness Satan continues to keep concealed. Bring to light the sin of My ministers and call them to repentance at the feet of Jesus crucified. They all must unite to the Word of the Cross so that they can possess the power of God to lead my Church to safety during the storm that is approaching.
 

*APRIL 2011

4/1/11  

Go forth My daughters (MOC) as My holy warriors with Mary to seize the dragon

You, My little ones, are the consolation of My suffering Heart because you each have united yourselves to Mary, the Mother of God and the Mother of all. As I gaze at each of you, I see her beauty radiating from you. Allow her as the (quasi ) incarnation of the Holy Spirit to form each of you to perfection. I need you, My faithful ones, to bring life to My Missionaries of the Cross. It is My hidden martyrs of love in perfect union with the Queen of Martyrs that will raise up My Apostles of Light. Know that I have taken My abode in each of your hearts, therefore, radiate the humility and purity of My Mother. Do not grow weary in your hidden life of suffering all with Me, for you are My holy remnant that God the Father will use to purify My Church and pierce the darkness penetrating Her. Therefore, go forth My daughters as My holy warriors with Mary to seize the dragon and cast him into hell. I bless you with My precious Blood and seal you with the power of My Cross.

4/14/11

Message from our Blessed Mother to MOCs 

A statue of our Blessed Mother of the Mystical Rose was releasing the smell of roses.

I come tonight, my daughters, to console you in your suffering but also to receive consolation from you. I desire for you to collect in your pure hands my tears of blood and to unite your tears with mine and raise them to the Father as one with the Blood of my Son. I come to strengthen you, I come to encourage you, I come to thank you, my daughters, for you have responded to my call. Heaven rejoices at seeing the little ones of the Father respond with such courage as each of you have. Your Mother is so proud of you. I come to warn you, for Satan wants to devour God’s mustard seed before the seed begins to flourish and blossom. But hold fast, my daughters, for Satan has no power over you or the work of God. Do not allow him to deceive you in this way. Do not allow him to take your eyes away from me and my Son. I come to show you how close I am to you tonight, one with you, my maidens and martyrs of love. Know that all will be fulfilled according to God’s perfect plan and will. Be holy as I am holy. Be perfect and pure as I am perfect and pure, and you will see the glory of God revealed before you and the life of the most Holy Trinity take life within each of you. Pray tonight with all your hearts, supplicate with me before the throne of the Father, and I promise you that all your prayers will be heard and answered.

4/20/11

Few willing to abandon their plans, goals, desires… their very lives to follow Me.

Betrayal   (Mt. 26:14-25)

 

Why did Judas betray Me? Pride, self-love, vanity…  He could not abandon his plans, his ways, his own desires. My ways began to oppose his ways, and he was not willing to abandon his ways to follow Me. He sought honor and power, and I was humiliated and humble. He sought riches, and I was poor, seeking only the Kingdom of God. He betrayed Me in his act of manipulation, never having intended to have Me killed. Finally, being self-absorbed in himself, he could not receive My forgiveness because he could not fathom a God of infinite mercy.

 

I, My little one, am betrayed daily by the majority of those who call themselves Mine. There are very few who are willing to abandon their plans, goals, desires… their very lives to follow Me. The cry, “Crucify him, crucify him!” represented the majority. These were men and women that heard me teach, witnessed My miracles, or had heard of My miracles through word of mouth. They were led astray by the fury and opinions of others.

 

I was not only betrayed by Judas, My little one, but by all My apostles as well. Who was there to defend Me, to speak up for Me, to give witness to Me? Only My Mother and Mary Magdalene. John came later and followed Me to the foot of the Cross because he was led and strengthened by My Mother.

 

Do you see, My daughter, how many followers I had then and how many followers I have today?

 

After My death, My apostles weak and scared gathered around My Mother. She, the living vessel of the Holy Spirit, taught them, guided them, prayed with them, and prepared them to receive the outpouring of My Spirit in Pentecost. It was she with the Holy Spirit that prepared them to be My followers, that is, martyrs of love. For the ways of God, as My life revealed, are not the ways of the world.

 

Will you be My follower, My daughter? Will you remain united to your Love Crucified till the end? Will you continue to abandon all your plans, desires, life, to trust completely in Me? Will you allow Me to make you one with the Victim of Love - misunderstood, condemned, ridiculed, rejected, betrayed, humiliated? Will you receive all My wounds and radiate to the world the love of God?

 

My apostles of light must be My martyrs of love. My daughter, preach victimhood in Me with all the passion of your heart, and do not be afraid to be misunderstood by many. My daughter, the Missionaries of the Cross must reveal to the world the Power of God revealed in the Word of the Cross, by they, themselves, becoming one with the Word of the Cross. You must gather, like My apostles, around Mary. In the upper room, Mary had them gather to pray at the foot of the Cross, contemplating My crucified love. It is only here that you receive the power of the Holy Spirit. My daughter, bring many to the foot of the Cross as one with My Mother. Thank you for responding to My call.

 4/25/11

What does it mean to believe in the One sent by God? John 3

To believe, what does it mean to believe in the One sent by God to the world?  In order to believe in the Word of God, your heart must be pure. It is only through the Spirit that you can believe My Word, not with your mind, but with your heart. My Word is My life that must touch the depth of your heart. A hardened heart cannot feel the touch of My living Word.  The intellect can receive My Word and manipulate it, but the Spirit penetrates a heart with my Word and transforms it.

 

To believe is to abandon yourself to Me so that I can make you a new creation through My Spirit. What is required to believe? Humility and simplicity That is why I say, you must be like a child to truly come to believe and follow Me. You believe with the heart as you encounter the living God before you, as you hear His voice and gaze into His eyes. That is why it is only the pure of heart that can see, hear and truly know God. 

 

[priests / Missionaries of the Cross]

Therefore, My daughter, tell My sons to be humble as I am humble, to rely on My Spirit teaching them and not on their own understanding, for their understanding is very limited, but My understanding will bring them to encounter the living God and possess the life of the Most Holy Trinity.

 

4/27/11    

Believe only in the triumph of my cross
2 Maccabees 7

The time is at hand when the justice of the Father will come upon the world. My little one, you must trust in Me, in all that I have taught you and all I have placed in your heart. You need to be the mother of 2 Maccabees. You need to raise up My victim priests with the fire of a mother's heart, a fire ignited by the Spirit of God. It is fear that blinds you and keeps you from igniting the hearts of all I desire for you to touch… Suffer all with Me. Believe only in the Triumph of My Cross. Resurrection is the fruit of glory that comes from My Cross.

4/28/11

Bring souls to the foot of the Cross to contemplate the love of their Bridegroom

John 3: 22-30

Know who you are, as John the Baptist knew who he was and the gift given to him from heaven to accomplish his mission. He was, as if, the Bridegroom’s best man (prophet) preparing the heart of the bride (the Church) to recognize, know and love the Bridegroom. When the Bridegroom appears, John understands he must decrease. His joy is made full. You, on the other hand, are My bride, the Church, as one with My Mother, the perfect, pure, holy bride. Your mission, as one with Mary’s, is to bring souls to the foot of the Cross to contemplate the love of their Bridegroom, to look and gaze at the One who has been lifted up and to be healed, restored and made new …

 

*MAY 2011

 

5/8/11

 "Will You Allow me to Break You?”  —2 Corinthians 4:6-12

My daughter, it is only those who allow Me to break them completely, as I was broken for you and continue to be broken in the Host at every Mass, that contain fully My life in them. My Body contained in the Host is broken at every Mass through the hands of My priest in order to remind you daily that you too must be broken through the hands of the Father. Will you allow Me to continue to break you of all your pride, unfaithfulness, vanity, rebelliousness, harshness of heart, slow to believe, so that all that is left in you is the love of the Most Holy Trinity?

 

 

5/16/11

Consolers of the Sacred Heart of Jesus and the Immaculate Heart of Mary  

Mary speaks:

The little mustard seed of LC will be known, above all, as the consolers of the Sacred Heart of Jesus and My Immaculate Heart.  You (LC) are Our true contemplatives of the Cross and the oasis of Our suffering Hearts. I cry tears of blood because My Heart profusely bleeds with so many thorns. It is your hands, as you suffer all with Jesus, that remove so many thorns that cause Us to suffer. It is you (LC) that the Father is most pleased with. …the hands of the priests are the hands of My Son who come to me to remove these thorns that cause me so much suffering. The hands of purity remove these thorns, but purity in every act, purity in every thought, purity in every desire… It is not busyness with so much to do that consoles our Hearts, but pure love in every act, thought and desire. The Missionaries of the Cross, above all, must be PURE and the hands of Jesus removing the thorns that pierce my Heart. Teach this SIMPLE PATH OF HOLINESS Jesus and I are leading you in to all. Go in peace, my daughter. Remain steadfast in your mission and share the treasures you are receiving with all.

5/19/11

Heavenly treasures in the treasure chest of our hearts

Repentance from the heart is the lever that opens wide the dam doors of My mercy (I could see the doors, gate, of a dam opening and the water rushing in). I know your frailty, My daughter… I bless you and forgive you, My daughter (I felt Jesus place my head on His chest, as a father consoles his little daughter). Be at peace now, for I have heard your confession and forgive you. You must speak to My people from the depth of your heart. It will be as the flood gates opening and My living life flowing from you. I give and will continue to give My little mustard seed of LC the abundance of heavenly treasures. You must receive these treasures in your heart and safeguard them. When you each open the doors of your heart, many will see the beauty and radiant sparkle of these heavenly treasures within you. They will desire to possess these treasures, and you will share them with all that want to partake in this heavenly feast. Reveal to them one treasure at a time, as I have done with you. You are My living treasure chest that contains My life, My Body and My Blood.

5/31/11

Through the hidden life of the MOC, My army of holy priests will be raised up

The MOC are the joy in heaven. They are the purest servants of the Father.

It is through the hidden life of the MOC that My army of holy priests will be raised up. These spiritual mothers will live the tears and sorrows of their hearts, united as one with My Mother of Sorrows. It is My Mother’s sorrows that continue to shower grace upon the world, and as My MOC unite as one with My Mother, the shower will become a living torrent of grace. Therefore, each MOC must be perfected in living her hidden ordinary life with all its trials, sorrows, exhaustion…. with pure love and in this way, she will find her joy; the joy of knowing that she is participating in the hidden sorrows of My Mother for the salvation of many souls. Allow My Mother to form each of you, My daughters. It is Rosa Mystica that wants to form your gentle hearts. Mary reveals the sorrows of her pierced heart that continue to remain hidden and the roses of prayer, sacrifice and penance. You must imitate Mary in this way. Your lives will become the sweet fragrance of prayer, and your sacrifices and penances will be lived in the most ordinary of your duties as women. Your lives as My victims of love will go unnoticed by the world, but seen by the eyes of the Father. He will use your hidden lives of love to humble the proud. Know that you are My consolation.

 

*JUNE 2011

 

6/1/11

Mary’s Army to Usher in the Reign of her Immaculate Heart with the new Pentecost

Our Lord placed in my heart to read Jer. 6 and then He said:

Do not fear My daughter, for the Father has found favor in you. The time of the decisive battle is at hand. Satan and all his principalities have conquered the earth, but My Mother is uniting Her army, My holy remnant. She, with the power of the Holy Spirit, is forming and training this army. The world will fight with guns and weapons, but My army will fight with the power of My Cross. My daughter, you must believe in the power of the hidden force revealed to you. It is this hidden force centered in the Word of the Cross that the Father will use to raise up My army of holy priests, for it is they, My chosen ones, that will usher in the reign of the Immaculate Heart of Mary with the new Pentecost for the world. Believe and live what I have told you, for the time of the great destruction is at hand. You must help form My hidden martyrs of love with all the zeal of your heart. It is they that Satan fears the most. You must not fear to proclaim and teach about My victims of love to the world. Go in peace to suffer your situation with patience, trust and love, for I will not disappoint you. Thank you for responding to My call.

6/8/11 

Becoming One with Jesus Eucharist – His True Consolers

The Eucharist is the power of the hidden life.

The Eucharist is the love of God. It reveals how I love you: in humility, simplicity and patience—love in patience as I wait upon My sons and daughters to come to Me in thanksgiving, praise and adoration.

The Eucharist is the love of God in waiting.

The Eucharist is the love of God who loves the good and the bad, the deserving and the underserving.

Will you love as I love you? 

Will you love those that don’t appreciate you, those that condemn, misunderstand, abandon and reject you?

Will you love in waiting with patience upon them?

Will you give yourself to those that reject you, ridicule you, ignore you?

6/15/11

I want to possess you with My hidden life, which is the Eucharist

Cast out all fear from your hearts. Speak with zeal and enthusiasm about what God is doing in you. Trust and place all your confidence in the power of the hidden life being revealed to you now in My Eucharistic presence. I am the power of the hidden life. I want to possess you with My hidden life, which is the Eucharist, transforming you into Living Hosts. This transformation will take place as you live your hidden and interior life united to My interior crucifixion, suffering all with Me and in Me. In this way, the power of the hidden force will intensify with the fire of the Holy Spirit. You are giving birth to My mission, but My mission will spread through the power of the hidden force.

6/16/11
Army of Victim Souls as One with Jesus Eucharist Defeats Satan and Raises a Holy Priesthood

Words placed in my heart from our Blessed Mother

A time is coming, and it is very near, in which life as you know it will cease to exist. You will experience hunger and much suffering. It is during this time that my reign will come, and through me, the power of the Holy Spirit will set the world on fire like you have never known. It is my army of victim souls that I am preparing for these decisive times, for it is their hidden lives, as One with my Eucharistic Son, that are being given the power from heaven to defeat Satan and all his principalities and raise My Son’s cohort of holy priests to usher in my reign. You have been given a mission from the Father and you will give birth to the Missionaries of the Cross, through the hidden force of love of the Mothers of the Cross, to help raise this holy cohort. Continue to live all we tell you and to suffer all with Jesus as I do, and all will take place in your lives according to the Will of the Father... Go in peace, my daughter.

 

 

6/26/11

Most people partake of My Body and Blood, but few desire to participate in My Body and Blood

Message to LC Community on Feast of Corpus Christi.

Most people partake of My Body and Blood but few desire to participate in My Body and Blood (The cup of blessing that we bless, is it not a participation in the blood of Christ? The bread that we break, is it not a participation in the body of Christ? 1 Cor.10:16). In order to become One Body in Me, you must respond to participate in living in My Body and Blood. In the Eucharist I give of Myself fully to you, and you partake, meaning you receive Me, but then you must respond to this gift of Love by giving of yourself to Me. You must give Me of your blood in sacrifice and your body, which is your will. In the Eucharist I Am the Victim of Love. In order for you to become ONE BODY, ONE BLOOD with Me, you must respond to become My victim of love, victim united as ONE to The Victim. What is required of My creature is her response, her "fiat", then the power of My Spirit, the Holy Spirit, brings about this perfect union.

It is at the foot of the Cross with My Mother that you receive the outpouring of the Holy Spirit from My pierced side. It is He who will lead you through the narrow path of My Cross to perfect union in Me.

6/28/11

Hidden Martyrs of Love Live Perfect Joy

My daughter, I desire souls to participate in My interior crucifixion as ONE with My Mother. It is in this way that you will obtain the greatest amount of grace for the world. A time of great destruction is coming to the world; it is My hidden martyrs of love that the Father will use to aid many to the Light. It is My hidden martyrs of love that possess the power to raise up My army of holy priests needed for the decisive battle that is at hand. My little ones, you are called to help form My hidden martyrs of love to perfection in Me. Accept My chalice of love and suffering and suffer with Me, as ONE with Me, the sorrows of My Sacred Heart. As an all-loving Father, I suffer the sickness of My sons’ and daughters’ hearts, but My greatest suffering is that they don’t allow Me, the Healer of all hearts, to touch them. They seek healing in all forms, except in the only One that can bring them to life. I desire for all the Mothers of the Cross to unite as one with My Mother of Sorrows to obtain graces for humanity. The salvation of many is dependent upon your RESPONSE.

 

My Lord how do we live Your sorrows?

 

My daughter, embrace all the sorrows I place in your heart with perfect peace, trust, patience and love and exteriorly reveal your gentle smile and PERFECT JOY in knowing the love of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit for you, your PERFECT JOY in knowing that We live in you and you in Us, the PERFECT JOY in knowing you have been chosen by God to aid in the salvation of many, and you have responded, the PERFECT JOY of living in faith, hope and charity, the PERFECT JOY of possessing the gift of the Cross, the PERFECT JOY of knowing more intimately LOVE and becoming ONE with LOVE, the PERFECT JOY of possessing the Holy Spirit as your most treasured Companion, the PERFECT JOY of seeing yourselves transformed into a new creation in Me, the PERFECT JOY of knowing Mary and living with her as ONE HEART in My LOVE CRUCIFIED.

 

6/30/11

God Desires to Make Us Living Hosts as His Hidden martyrs of Love

To do the will of the Father must become your daily food, your daily life. Nothing else should matter: persecutions, imprisonments, misunderstandings, loneliness, solitude, hunger… for when you live in the Father’s will you possess all. Was this not My life here on earth?

My daughter, you must live each moment IN LOVE, then you will live in perfect peace. You must learn to wait upon the Lord for this is love. Is that not how I lived My life here on earth? At the age of twelve I was ready to begin My mission that was already consuming My Heart, but I returned with Mary and Joseph to wait upon My Father’s time, and then My public mission but only lasted three short years. But you see, My daughter, My mission had already begun and was being fulfilled throughout all My hidden life from the moment of My Incarnation. The power of God for the redemption of the world was at work in My hidden life, and Mary Most Holy was participating as ONE with Me in My hidden life in the work of redemption.

You must form My hidden martyrs of love, for God the Father is using them to fulfill His plan of salvation during these decisive times. Live your hidden life as ONE with Me in My hidden life in the Eucharist, and you will grow in the power of God, which is LOVE. This is the HIDDEN FORCE that will sweep through the face of the world to conquer Satan’s darkness. The Eucharist is the power of God in the world, and God desires to make you living Hosts.

*JULY 2011

 

7/1/11

Victims of Love Possess the Fire of the Sacred Heart

The love of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit was fully contained in My human heart. In My humanity, the Word Incarnate, My love was manifested in My suffering. My ocean of mercy flowed from My love in suffering for you. To love here on earth is to love in suffering because of sin. Only in heaven does love exist without suffering. You desire to become ONE Heart with Me; do you then desire to suffer with Me?  To love is to suffer. I suffer the condition of each of your wounded and broken hearts because I love you. You were created from the beginning of time to know LOVE and to live in LOVE. This is happiness, but sin came into the world and the darkness has overcome the Light in the hearts of many of Our children. My Sacred Heart consumed in the Fire of Love continues to love and desires to set the world ablaze with My fire. This is love. Do not be fooled, My daughter, My death and resurrection has defeated sin and darkness. The darkness of Satan can never extinguish My fire of love within you. It is My fire within you that has the power to extinguish the darkness surrounding you.

It is My victims of love that the Father will use to set the world on fire. It is My victims of love that possess the fire of My Spirit. Enter the furnace of My love through the passage of choosing to suffer all with Me in the hiddenness of your lives. My Heart thirsts for such love.

7/6/11

My chosen sons called to shepherd My people to safety slumber in the sin of their sloth and arrogance.

Our Lord asked me to read Jeremiah 6. Then He said:

My daughter, it is time for all My chosen prophets to come to the light. You have been chosen, hand-picked by the Father, for these decisive times. I lament the justice of God before you. The time of the great and horrible destruction is near, yet few are prepared. My chosen prophets will suffer greatly. Are you willing to speak My words, My daughter? Are you willing to be crucified as ONE with Me? The time is near, yet the world sleeps. My chosen sons called to shepherd My people to safety, slumber in the sin of their sloth and arrogance. My daughter, the path to new life is very narrow. It is the wood of My Cross. I desire for you and Father to warn My people, especially My sons, of the destruction that is at hand, and call them to awaken through repentance of their many sins. Call them to be My victims of love. Call them to martyrdom for love of Me. Call them to holiness. My daughter, few will listen, but you are called to be My voice in this wilderness. You will be the last warning (I felt not just me, but all the prophets for these times).

 

My daughter, desire to be only My insignificant vessel, for it is in your humility and poverty of spirit that I have found great joy. Remain small, and I will reveal My power. Desire only the Cross, and My love will triumph through you. Believe in the power of My hidden force as ONE with the power of My Eucharistic life. This is the force that God is strengthening for the decisive battle. Perfect your family in the hidden life I have revealed to you.

 

7/9/2011

 My living presence takes on human form in My living hosts      

My daughter, I am alive and present in the world in My Eucharist, but My living presence takes on human form in My living hosts. When I become alive in you, through the power of the Holy Spirit, it is no longer you but I who lives and takes My being in you. I am able to speak through your lips; My voice becomes audible through you; My hands touch and heal through your hands... I move outside the Tabernacle through you, thus reaching out to the four corners of the world. The power of God is spread through My living hosts, and new life is given to many through My living chalices of My most precious Blood. You must proclaim from the housetops what you hear Me whisper in your heart (Mat. 10:27). This is My hidden force that will sweep through the world and holds the power of God. 

 

My daughter, will you deny Me what I ask of you in the recesses of your heart? My little one, it will not be easy, in fact, it will cost you your life, but is that not what you gave Me in your fiat, your very life?

7/11/11

Message to Seminarians

The Holy Spirit formed My human heart in all its perfection. He, the Holy Spirit, lives in Me as I live in the Father and the Father in Me. The Holy Spirit is released with all His power from the fire of My Sacred Heart when souls approach Me with humility at the foot of My Cross. The Holy Spirit flows from the fire of My crucified love. Only love can wage war against the darkness of Satan and win. It is purified love that I need for the decisive battle at hand. Therefore, My little one, bring Me victim souls. The Holy Spirit is received as a seed in Baptism, but He is fully stirred into flame in My Cross. It is united as one to My Mother at the foot of the Cross that the Holy Spirit begins to possess your mind, heart and soul.

My daughter tell these seminarians that they have been chosen as priests of the end times, priests of the Holy Spirit to usher in the new Pentecost through the reign of the Immaculate Heart of My Mother. Therefore, teach them how to come, like John, to the foot of the Cross with Mary, and consecrate themselves to the Holy Spirit through the consecration novena I had you write. Tell them to be holy as I am holy, to be mortified, so that purity can grow in their hearts. Tell them to embrace the MOC as one with My Mother, for the Father will bless them through their prayers, sacrifices and many sufferings.

 

7/13/11

The fire of My Sacred Heart is the Holy Spirit

My mercy in My Blood and water is being poured upon the world, but I find very few hearts open to receive My grace. It is as the parable of the seed (Mat. 13:1-23). There are very few hearts docile, humble, pure, cultivated in patient suffering, and open to receive My gift of infinite mercy and love. This Heart (Sacred Heart) which has loved you (humanity) so much is not loved. I promise you, My little one, that those that come to Me in the last stage of My mercy will ascend perfection quickly, for the Father and I and the Holy Spirit love you and want to restore humanity in Us. You will lead many through this simple path of holiness I am revealing to My little mustard seed (LC), but be assured that My little mustard seed will be the seed that produces a hundred-fold in My Church. Do not be afraid to be consumed in the fire of My Sacred Heart. The fire of My Sacred Heart is the Holy Spirit. As you are consumed in the fire of My Sacred Heart, you are consumed with the fire of the Holy Spirit. My hidden force is the fire of the Holy Spirit moving out in the world. The passage to enter the fire of My Sacred Heart begins with My Mother, who is the gate to enter My Cross, therefore, she is the gate to enter heaven.

7/15/11

Only purified love can win this battle and bring forth My peace

My dearest ones, the time is short, and the battle is fierce. You are waging war against the principalities of darkness that have overcome the earth. The time of My Triumphant Cross is also near. I am forming My holy remnant to fight the fiercest battle in the history of salvation. You will be martyred for love of Me, My little one. You must be willing to fight according to My will and plan. It is only purified love that can win this battle and bring forth My peace. It is only the love of My victim souls that can fight this battle and win. Bring Me, and form with Me, many holy victim souls. Know that it is the laity that will respond first, and My sons will be the last, for their hearts have grown cold and hardened. You must be willing to be My prophets for these times. Satan will try to silence your voice because it is My voice, but you must persevere with zeal and humility. Do not fear to speak the truth of the sin in the hearts of My people with courage and love and call them to repentance at My crucified feet. My daughter, I promise you that those that come and kneel, and kiss My feet, will receive the graces of the gold of precious repentance. You must be the voice in the wilderness preparing the path for My Mother. You must extend the carpet of victim souls.

7/18/11

The power of God for the redemption of the world was at work in My hidden life

My daughter the time is short... the will of the Father is to possess you with His love and through Me, with Me, and in Me become ONE with LOVE. To do the Will of the Father must become your daily food, your daily life. Nothing else should matter: persecutions, imprisonments, misunderstandings, loneliness, solitude, hunger… for when you live in the Father’s Will you possess all. Was this not My life here on earth?

My daughter, you must live each moment IN LOVE, then you will live in perfect peace. You must learn to wait upon the Lord, for this is love.  Is that not how I lived My life here on earth? At the age of twelve I was ready to begin My mission that was already consuming My Heart, but I returned with Mary and Joseph to wait upon My Father’s time, and then My public mission but only lasted three short years. But you see, My daughter, My mission had already begun and was being fulfilled throughout all My hidden life from the moment of My Incarnation. The power of God for the redemption of the world was at work in My hidden life, and Mary Most Holy was participating as ONE with Me in My hidden life in the work of redemption.

You must form My hidden martyrs of love, for God the Father is using them to fulfill His plan of salvation during these decisive times. Live your hidden life as ONE with me in My hidden life in the Eucharist and you will grow in the power of God which is the power of Love. This is the hidden force that will sweep through the face of the world to conquer Satan’s darkness. The Eucharist is the power of God in the world, and God desires to make you living hosts.

7/22/11

Silence

Silence is the realm of God. Silence is a state of being in union with God. Silence is, as if, ascending a ladder. You must begin on the lower steps to reach the highest. A human soul must begin to enter silence through the mortification of the tongue, thoughts, and internal noise. Daily periods of silent prayer help the soul come to know silence. The beginning steps of entering and living in silence are the most difficult and tedious. If a soul perseveres in mortifying her senses the Father will bless her with experiences of coming in contact with the Divine. The human heart and flesh will experience Me. These divine visitations will serve to awaken the human heart to a greater desire for Me. These visitations will encourage her weak human nature to continue climbing the steps of silence, mainly through perseverance in prayer. The journey can be very hard depending on the strength of will of the soul, and at times she might find herself descending the steps, but her thirst for My love and visits will be the fuel that keeps her ascending. My Spirit is the One that is her companion at each step. My Spirit is her help, guide and inner strength, but as of yet, she does not know Him. His life and light are growing in her being and with her ascent, through the abandonment of her will, the life of the Spirit is strengthening in her. But it is in the fire of My Sacred Heart that you come to know personally the Holy Spirit. It is now that you have ascended into the silence of the Trinity. In the Holy Spirit you possess Me and the Father as One. The Spirit now lives in you and you in Him. You are ONE. This Divine dimension is SILENCE. When you enter this Divine union in silence, the soul must be careful to nurture it, careless speech and careless activity can bring the soul out of this Divine dimension of silence. My little one, you have ascended the ladder and you possess the life of the Trinity in you but protect and nurture this life in the interior silence of continuous prayer of love, praise and thanksgiving. Teach many what I am teaching you, for the time is short.

 

*AUGUST 2011

 

8/8/11  

Silence allows you to embrace fully the sorrow of your heart

Silence allows you to embrace fully the sorrow of your heart. Silence allows you to enter fully the sorrow I am permitting in your heart. As you embrace this pain and suffering, you are embracing Me. You are embracing My pain and suffering and thus entering My Heart, for My Heart is all pain and love. This is My Mercy. To come to know the love of your Beloved is to come to experience My sorrow. This is why My Mother is the Queen of Sorrows, for it is she who lived most perfectly consumed in My Heart. My little one, this union of sorrows, must move your heart to love all, by suffering with silence, peace and abandonment for all your brothers and sisters, My sons and daughters. Exteriorly, smile and tend to the duties of your vocation with detail and love but interiorly, through the arms of silence, live embracing your sorrows. In this way, you are embracing My crucified Body and soothing My wounds. This is the life of love. This is the life of a Mother of the Cross, for it is the life of My Mother. The Holy Spirit will help you, consecrate yourself to Him this morning. Go in peace, My daughter, I live in you as you live in Me.

 

8/9/11 

Safe in My Cross

During these times of great darkness and trials you must remain anchored in My Cross. As Noah remained safe within the ark, you will be safe as long as you remain in My Cross. (My Lord the ark was an actual boat, but how do I explain to others how to remain in Your Cross?) Maintain your lips on My feet asking for pardon and mercy in the continuous awareness of your littleness, weakness and misery. Maintain your eyes gazing at My crucified eyes. Live, through silence, in My crucified embrace. Be faithful to your way of life. Live suffering all with Me as you mortify your senses, and in this way, you will live consumed in the fire of My Heart, which is the Holy Spirit. It is in this fire that you will be protected from the snares, lies, and darkness of the evil one. Do not allow anything to take away your peace.

 

8/10/11 

Raise up My martyrs of love for the decisive battle

The darkness of Satan is upon you. You must raise up My martyrs of love for the decisive battle at hand. My daughter, you have been given the sword to pierce this darkness. Please, My little one, dedicate yourself to the book I desire. This book will help form many martyrs of love. It is the hidden force of the Mothers of the Cross that will help to bring to life the dead bones of My sons (priests). My daughter, do not fear to speak My voice, for the time is short. (My Lord, other than LC, how do I speak your voice?)  You must have the courage to proclaim My voice from the hilltops, for you, do not understand how short the time is. The time is at hand for My prophets to reveal themselves. Yes, proclaim My voice in your website. The teachings you give to Love Crucified must be given to all My people. You are the last warning before the great destruction. Have courage My daughter to die as one with Love crucified. Tell _____ he must bring to light the sin in the hearts of My sons. Call them to repentance, for the time of My mercy is coming to an end.

8/13/11

Maintain your lips on My feet

Maintain your lips on My feet asking for pardon and mercy in the continuous awareness of your littleness, weakness and misery.

8/24/11

Entering the Fire of the Sacred Heart has Stages as a Log in the Hearth

You enter the fire of love of My Sacred Heart through your willingness and openness to suffer all with Me. It is through My suffering that you come in contact and touch Love. It is through the union of sorrows that you enter the fire of My Sacred Heart. When you enter the fire of My Sacred Heart, you are not yet consumed in the fire as one with the fire. It is as the log you throw in the hearth. It takes time for the log to be fully consumed in the fire, until the log and the fire are one. This process has stages of transformation, just as the log has stages of decomposing. Once you’ve entered the fire of My Sacred Heart, you must be willing and abandoned to enter the dark night of the senses. My fire of love, which is the Holy Spirit, wants to purify you completely.

8/27/11 (in Path)

Why do I desire and need for you to suffer with Me?

It is through My suffering that you come to know Love. Love is purified in suffering, but My suffering is pure love, therefore, when you suffer with Me your love is purified in Me. This suffering with Me and loving with Me brings new life, a new creation. Allow all suffering to draw you into My sufferings and sorrows and in this way, you will come to know Love. My Sacred Heart is pure love. You were created for Love, but how few, My little one, come to know Love and enter the joy of living in Love.

Satan and the principalities of darkness have been conquered by My crucified love. The triumph of My Cross, which is the triumph of Love, will come to fullness through My martyrs of love. This is your mission: to raise up many martyrs of love for the decisive battle at hand. ... My daughter, I wish to perfect you in love...trust in all that I place in your heart. The time is short and the battle is fierce.

 

*SEPTEMBER 2011

 

9/2/11 (in Path)

In the fire of the Sacred Heart of Jesus

My little one, I want you to understand what takes place for a soul that enters the fire of My Sacred Heart. My fire purifies as gold is purified. As glass is placed in the fire, it is softened so that it can be molded into the shape desired. My fire, the fire of the Holy Spirit, purifies all hardness from your heart making it soft and pliable, I then am able to form you and make of you a new creation; the creation you were meant to be from the beginning of time, pure and radiant in the image and likeness of God. This process of purification in My Heart is different than the purification at My feet and side. The fire of My love, the Holy Spirit, is making you (LC) pure, radiant chalices of gold.

9/9/11 (in Path)

Unity and love can only be accomplished through the Cross and in the Cross

I long for unity in My Body, the Church. My Body has been torn to pieces as a savage dog tears to pieces its prey. This has been the work of Satan by keeping My members away from the Cross. Unity and love can only be accomplished through the Cross and in the Cross. It is My martyrs of love that will wage war against the principalities of darkness during the final and decisive battle. Bring Me many victim souls, My true and only victims of love. Only they satisfy My thirst for love. Only they sooth the pain of My suffering Heart and Mother's. Only they can penetrate the hardened hearts of My priests. Live during the time of the great and terrible persecution in perfect faith in the triumph of My Cross. The triumph of My Cross is the triumph of love.

9/10/11 

This state of the world will open the doors for the new world order

I want the LC website used to help form My martyrs of love for the decisive battle at hand. There will be wailing and grinding of teeth, massive confusion and desperation. This state of the world will open the doors for the new world order, and then will begin the time of great darkness and persecution for all My followers. During this time of great darkness, My MC will hold up My Cross as Moses held up his staff with the serpent and call My people to unite in My crucified love. It is My martyrs of love that will shine forth My light in this darkness. Believe in the hidden force, which is the power of God hidden in the Eucharist as My final outpouring of mercy upon the Earth. Do not doubt the MC as the vision I have placed in your heart but be diligent in calling forth and forming many victims of love for these decisive times.

9/13/11

My Missionaries of the Cross are My apostles of Light, My Green Berets, for the decisive battle

My Missionaries of the Cross are My apostles of Light, My Green Berets, for the decisive battle that is upon you. My people have gone astray, lead by the forces of darkness. The battle at hand is the fiercest in the history of salvation. It is My martyrs of love that will fight this decisive battle with the Queen of Heaven and Earth. My MC are My martyrs of love that will hold up high My Cross as Moses held up his staff with the serpent and shepherd My people into the safety of My Cross. My MC will lead many into the embrace of My crucified love by themselves becoming ONE with The Crucified.

 

The Mothers of the Cross are part of the hidden force that God will use to renew the face of the earth.

 

The mission of Love Crucified is to raise up many martyrs of love for the decisive battle at hand. The MC must call with great courage and zeal their brother priests to lay down their lives as My victims of love. They must call them to love, the love that I revealed to the world. The pure love of poverty, chastity, sacrifice and mortification. The extreme love of God found only in the Cross.

 

The MC must call their brother priests to consecrate their priesthood to the Mother of God and, like John, follow her to the foot of the Cross to kiss My feet with tears and supplications and receive the gift of precious repentance. The MC must live the simple path of holiness I have revealed to Love Crucified and teach it to many.

 

They must support and protect the MOC with their prayers and sacrifices in constant appreciation of their union with My Mother in the hidden martyrdom of the heart. I will make all things new through the triumph of My Cross, which is the triumph of LOVE.

9/18/11  

“My soul proclaims the greatness of the Lord.” 

“My soul proclaims the greatness of the Lord.”  My little one, the first words from the mouth of My Mother as she enters the home of Elizabeth. Ponder these words with Me. My Mother lived her life in praise of the Father. She lived in the constant awareness of Who the Father is. Her soul was in a constant state of awe. At the moment of the Incarnation, My human and Divine Heart is fused as ONE with My Mother's and consumed in the fire of love of the Holy Spirit. We proclaim the greatness of the Father. In the knowledge of the greatness and majesty of God, Mary had also perfect knowledge of herself, therefore, she states that she is the handmaid of the Lord. My daughter, I desire that you live more profoundly and perfectly in the knowledge of the grandeur, majesty and goodness of Abba, our Father. In this way, you will live more perfectly as My handmaid. The perfect and holy handmaid of the Lord, Mary Most Holy, is moved by the Holy Spirit to serve her cousin, Elizabeth. Do you understand My little one the direct correlation with the Mothers of the Cross? The Spirit of God moves the pure and humble of heart to serve as handmaids their brothers and sisters, sons and daughters, in the awareness of Who God is, in order to become the handmaids of God. The true knowledge of God in a soul will always move a soul to serve in the purest humility. You are the handmaids of the Lord, serve one another in the awareness of the immensity of God's love.

My Mother is uniting Her army, My holy remnant

Our Lord placed in my heart to read Jer. 6 and then He said:

The time of the decisive battle is at hand. Satan and all his principalities have conquered the earth, but My Mother is uniting Her army, My holy remnant. She, with the power of the Holy Spirit, is forming and training this army. The world will fight with guns and weapons, but My army will fight with the power of My Cross. My daughter, you must believe in the power of the hidden force revealed to you. It is this hidden force centered in the Word of the Cross that the Father will use to raise up My army of holy priests, for it is they, My chosen ones, that will usher in the reign of the Immaculate Heart of Mary with the new Pentecost for the world. Believe and live what I have told you for the time of the great destruction is at hand. You must help form My hidden martyrs of love with all the zeal of your heart. It is they that Satan fears the most. You must not fear to proclaim and teach about My victims of love to the world. Go in peace to suffer your situation with patience, trust and love, for I will not disappoint you. Thank you for responding to My call.

9/26/11 

The justice of God will come upon the world

The justice of God is upon My people. It is My holy remnant of victim souls whose prayers and sacrifices will cover the earth as heavenly dew (Micah 5:7-9). The justice of God will come upon the world. My daughter, the great and terrible day is approaching upon the earth. The majority will be caught in total dismay.  Life as you know it will cease to exist. It is My holy remnant of victim souls that will defeat Satan and all his principalities. Persevere in suffering all with Me. Persevere as ONE with the Word of the Cross, for then, and only then, do you hold the power of God. Your lives in My crucified love become the sword of righteousness. Bring Me many victim souls for the battle at hand. My little ones, I need you.

 

*October 2011

 

10/7/11 

in My Sacred Heart you are formed as My living chalice

Just as clear glass is filled with liquid, and you can see clearly through the glass the liquid inside, you are called to be My clear pure vessel. You are chosen to hold My precious Blood. My Blood is My life. My Blood is healing fire. Therefore, first, My vessel must be emptied and purified. This is what I have been accomplishing in you at My feet and in My pierced side. It is now in My Sacred Heart, in the furnace, which is the fire of the Holy Spirit, that you are formed as My living chalices. My fire purifies all blemishes and tarnishes. You are of pure glass but when filled with My precious Blood you radiate to the world the golden light of the Holy Spirit.  My Blood always heals, restores, refreshes and brings new life. Therefore, the gaze of your eyes will radiate pure love. The touch of your hands will heal, and your words will pour forth the wisdom, knowledge and understanding of God. This is how you put on your Lord, Jesus Christ, so that you are the light of the world (Rm 13:11-12). My little ones help Me and My Mother form many victims of love radiating the pure love of the Trinity.

10/20/11

Receive each thorn I present to you as a gift more precious than jewels

See the Heart (Immaculate Heart of Mary) that has loved Me and her tears shed for love of Me and you (humanity). This Heart (Mary's) being revealed to you is the Heart of a victim soul. Receive each thorn I present to you as a gift more precious than jewels, as My Mother has done. Cry tears of love (tears of blood) for Zion...

 

A time is drawing very near when the sounds you hear will be of wailing and terror.... But know that My Bride (Church) is being cleansed through the justice of God, My precious Blood and the tears of My Mother as ONE with the tears of all My victims of love.

 

Are you willing, My little ones (LC), to allow your hearts to be pierced as ONE with My Mother for the cleansing of My priesthood and the salvation of many? Do not grow stubborn, but persevere in love by suffering all as ONE with My pierced Sacred Heart and the pierced Immaculate Heart.

 

Encourage one another as My martyrs of love, for the battle is fierce. My little ones, know that the crown of glory awaits you. (Rom8:17) Do not grow weary as My martyrs of love, but be strong and steadfast in the power of God as ONE with the Word of the Cross. (1 Cor. 1:18)

*NOVEMBER 2011

 

11/2/

“I'm forming you as My warriors of love.”

I'm forming you as My warriors of love.

I felt our armor:

helmet: crown of thorns

breastplate: Word of God, prayer, suffering all with Jesus

sandals: simplicity, spirit of poverty, humility in repentance, mortification

sword: the Cross

 

The armor you put on is to protect you from being overcome and conquered by the enemy, but your sword is what has the power to pierce the enemy and conquer it. To put on the armor of light, to put on your Lord Jesus Christ (Rom. 13:12,14) is to become the Sword of the Spirit. I have been leading you through the passage of union with your Crucified, union with the Word of the Cross. It is in this union in which you enter your Crucified, beginning at the foot of the Cross with Mary, that your lives become the Sword of the Spirit. These are the warriors that will fight the decisive battle and have the power of God to conquer the dragon. I desire each of you to become ONE with the Sword of the Spirit through My Cross.

 

After I received Holy Communion, I contemplated Jesus wearing the crown of thorns. He then said:

To suffer with Me is to be made pure like Me... To suffer with Me is to begin to love with Me... To suffer with Me is to become Love... To suffer with Me is to enter the fullness of JOY and happiness on earth...

 

Our Lord last week had given me an interior image of one of His thorns in my heart. I could see light issuing out of His thorn into my heart. All around that one thorn was a light moving out into the darkness of my heart, expanding and purifying it. I can understand how every thorn received is not only a source of healing grace for other souls, but especially for our own hearts.

 

11/12/11 

The ways of God are never the ways of the world.

Believe that the sword of this mission will conquer the dragon (The Holy Spirit then brought to my mind David and Goliath)

 

David and Goliath: How could it be that the little one who could not wear the armor of the mighty warriors defeats the giant? The ways of God are never the ways of the world. He was wearing the armor of God, and he possessed the power of God. He trusted in God with the innocence of a child. God defeated the enemy through His humble vessel so that all glory is given to God, not man. The enemy will be conquered, and all things will be made new, but never in the ways of the world. God has chosen to give the sword of righteousness to His little mustard seed. The sword of the mission is the power of God that will pierce and conquer the dragon.

 

You must remain little, insignificant and innocent, drinking the pure milk of the words I bring to you (1 Peter 2). Believe, My little ones, believe that the God of heaven and earth has chosen you for the decisive battle. Believe in the humble instrument God has chosen to hold the sword of the mission, and the priest to protect it. Live with the innocence of a child, the mission given to you. Be little, pure and humble, be nothing, and it is I Who will do the impossible. Trust with the innocence of a child...you are nothing, but I am God, and I will use My little ones to confound the mighty ones of the world. Believe in the power of My Cross and the power of My precious Blood, for it is only through the Triumph of My Cross that all darkness will be conquered. Live, love and suffer as ONE with Me and you will become the sword that will pierce this darkness.

11/14/11     

To the lay Missionaries of the Cross   

Luke 18:35-43 

Do you see the darkness that has consumed the hearts and minds of My people, the darkness that is consuming My Sanctuary? Do your eyes see the light of God that WILL consume this darkness, or have you too, become blinded by the darkness of the world? I wish to heal you of your blindness so that you can see the Son of Man in all His glory before you. To see is to believe. To see is to hope. To see is to become the beauty of what is revealed to you which is LOVE. Then you can become the men of My Kingdom guiding, protecting and blessing your families. Continue to seek repentance of your many sins through the light and power of the Holy Spirit by crying out in tears and supplication, “Abba, Father save me!” And our Father will bless you with the sight of the angels so that you can behold the majesty, grandeur and goodness of the Lord. Seek Me My sons and you will find Me, and the treasures of Heaven will be given to you for you to bless and share with many. Go in peace and know that I am with you.

11/17/11

We (Jesus and Mary) are ONE HEART, ONE BLOOD, ONE SACRIFICE, ONE VICTIM

Your God weeps for you as a father weeps for his lost children. I continue to suffer for each of you with tears and supplication before our Father, but it is the tears of Mary, the Mother of God, that pierces the Heart of the Father. We (Jesus and Mary) are ONE HEART, ONE BLOOD, ONE SACRIFICE, ONE VICTIM before the throne of the Father for each of you, but the tears of a mother bring the Father to act with mercy when what is called for is justice. Tell My people that I weep for the world and My Bride, for you have chosen to ignore the warnings directly from the voice of My Mother and all the prophets sent to you. You have chosen justice over mercy.

 

(Then my Lord what can be done? Is it too late?)

You will enter the decisive battle that can only be won by My army of victim souls. This decisive battle will bring to fulfillment the Triumph of My Cross. My holy remnant will ascend Calvary with Me as ONE with the Word of the Cross; they will possess the power of God to pierce the dragon through the Sword of the Spirit. Raise up My army of victim souls for this decisive battle.

 

(What about your priests, my Lord?)

My victim priests will be raised through the martyrdom of love of the holy women of God. The Maccabee mothers, the Esthers, the Judiths, the MOC.

 

11/23/11        

What is true unity?

What is true unity? First, and for most, unity is union with the God Man. I, the Second Person of the Trinity, became man so that you could come to know personally your good God. I became man to set you free from the bondage of your sins so that you can see with the eyes of My angels the glory of God before you. But I was not incarnated in the womb of Mary only to save you and set you free, but to become ONE with you. The Father and I are ONE; the Father in Me and I in Him with the Holy Spirit (JN 17). The union of the Trinity is pure love. I came upon the earth to draw you into union with the Most Holy Trinity through the Cross. No longer two, but ONE (Ephesians 2:15-16). It is in this union that love exists. Only from this union of love with your Triune God can unity exist in My Body, The Church. It is through My life in the Eucharist that I become One with you, but it is only through your participation in My Eucharistic life that you become One in Me. This participation can only take place by entering the Cross of new life, My crucified love.

11/25/11          

Becoming ONE in the LIGHT of Jesus Christ is UNITY

This morning Jesus again wanted to teach me about unity. I got my journal ready to write, but He did not teach me through words but through this vision of His Light.

 

The LIGHT of Jesus that I see is a Light that draws to Itself like a very powerful magnet. My soul desires to be consumed in His LIGHT. No longer two, but ONE! It is a LIGHT that radiates from Jesus, but at the same time the LIGHT is God Himself. I can see that when a soul enters the LIGHT of the Person of Jesus, you become ONE with the LIGHT. The human person is consumed in the LIGHT of God. This human soul becomes the LIGHT of God. I can see and understand why St. Paul says, “Put on the armor of Light.” “Put on the Lord Jesus Christ.” It is only this LIGHT, the Light of Jesus Christ, that can penetrate the darkness. We can never penetrate the darkness of evil until we become ONE in the LIGHT of God. I can see so clearly that a human being outside of this LIGHT, not possessed by this LIGHT, can do very little to spread the Kingdom of God on earth.

 

I found myself being consumed in this LIGHT, but it was still two not ONE. I asked Jesus, “My Lord, what can I do to become ONE with You, no longer two?”

 

Jesus explained, and I understood; it is our entire way of life and spirituality. To seek God continuously and SINCERELY. To seek continuously to know our misery, to know our sinfulness, to know our pride and self-love in its many disguises, to seek continuously God Himself.... To persevere in PRAYER. To mortify ourselves in SILENCE. To PARTICIPATE IN THE EUCHARISTIC LIFE of Jesus by suffering all with Him.

 

Becoming ONE in the LIGHT of Jesus Christ is UNITY. It is then and only then that a soul becomes the “SWORD OF THE SPIRIT”. I can see clearly how it is that these souls as ONE in Christ possessed in the LIGHT of God will fight the “decisive battle” for God to pierce the darkness consuming the world.

 

Our good Lord is bringing every MOC and MC to become the SWORD OF THE SPIRIT!

11/26/11        

The Holy Spirit is the Divine Person that fuses the soul in Me.

Spiritual marriage is a human term that is a great spiritual reality. It is becoming ONE with Me, Jesus. As you possess Me, you possess the Father because the Father is in Me and I in Him.

 

(My Lord what about the Holy Spirit?)

 

The Holy Spirit is the bond of this love. The Holy Spirit is the Divine Person that fuses the soul in Me. The Holy Spirit is the force of love of the Father and the Son. Without the Holy Spirit there is no fusion of love. Therefore, empty yourself daily to the Holy Spirit. Consecrate yourself to this Divine Person. Call upon Him with your every breadth. It is Mary, the Spouse of the Holy Spirit, that will lead you into His embrace. She will bring your soul to know and love this Divine Person, which is not known nor loved enough by My Church. He is My every breadth... He is My every heartbeat... He is the fire of Divine Love of My Heart.

11/26/11

Empty yourself fully for this mission   

Saturday morning the MOC gathered for Mass and Adoration with Fr. Jordi

I give Myself fully to you to the extent that you can receive Me in the Eucharist. (I understood that our Lord desires to give Himself completely to us, but we are limited in our capacity to receive Him.) Pour yourself out fully to Me by giving yourself completely to My mission. On earth, I gave Myself fully to the Father as I emptied Myself for the mission entrusted to Me by our Father. My mission entrusted to you is My life, the desire of My Heart. My mission has been placed in your heart; therefore, you possess My Heart. Empty yourself fully for this mission...  Bring Me many sons and daughters as My victims of love for the decisive battle at hand. The MOC possess the power of God... Tell them to persevere in emptying themselves fully for LOVE.

11/28/11  

Receive the pearl of Mary

As I began to pray to my Lord this morning in the Blessed Sacrament, I was ONE with Him on the Cross. I asked, “My Lord, what is Your desire this morning?” I could feel His grace flowing into my heart. He said, “ I desire to fill you with all the treasures of heaven.” I then saw a treasure chest filled with shells containing precious pearls. I picked one shell and opened it and saw one beautiful blue gray pearl. Then Jesus said:

 

Receive the pearl of Mary in your heart. Mary is your Queen Mother. She is perfect purity, holiness. She is ONE in the life of the Trinity, above all the angels and saints. She is the perfect human, being perfected in the image and likeness of God. She possesses the Holy Spirit fully; therefore, she possesses in perfect UNITY the Father and the Son. She is the pure vessel of My precious Blood, therefore, all graces flow from her as the vessel of the well spring in the Most Holy Trinity. She is your Mother and advocate before Me and our Father. Every son and daughter who opens their heart to her to receive her spiritual milk will come to know the Father, Son and Holy Spirit which live in her. Come every day of Advent to your Mother's feet to receive from her pure milk, and you will come to know and love My Spirit.

11/29/11

I only have to BE and remain in the LIGHT.

Our Blessed Mother taught me to “receive.” I must work hard to be emptied. I understood again that as we receive with the complete innocence of a child from our Father, we “put on the armor of Light, the Lord Jesus Christ.” When we are ONE with the LIGHT, all we need to do is BE. It is the LIGHT that will permeate all. The radiance of the Light will shine in our eyes, heal through our hands and flow through our prayers and words. In essence, it is no longer I that does anything but the LIGHT of God Himself Who does all and permeates all. I only have to BE and remain in the LIGHT.

 

*DECEMBER 2011

 

12/4/11

Prepare your hearts

This Advent prepare for my coming. Prepare your hearts. Prepare in repentance at My feet with Mary, My Mother. My daughter few are prepared for what is coming before My coming. The core of the earth is going to be shaken. The multitudes will be in despair. My shepherds must be the first to be prepared, for the time is at hand when many will seek to know Me but will not find Me because they failed to recognize their time of visitation. Like St John, cry out in the streets, 'prepare your hearts for the time of mercy draws to its end'. My daughter, you must not fear to teach many what I have taught you.

12/8/11

Chain of Pierced Hearts

Immaculate Conception  

I am called to extend the chain of pierced hearts.

 

Yesterday morning, in the Blessed Sacrament, I placed myself at the feet of Mary. I felt and saw Her tears and She revealed to me Her pierced Heart in Her hand. All day, as I performed the duties of my life, I could see interiorly Mary's Heart in Her hand being presented to me. As I suffered all day from a deep fatigue, I kept receiving her thorns. I embraced my fatigue and deep sorrows of heart as thorns from my Mother's Heart.

 

This morning in the Blessed Sacrament I see Mary again in the same way. She said that I am called to bring to life with Fr. Jordi, the chain of pierced hearts. She explained, and I could see interiorly, the chain of bondage of sin. I saw it as a thick black, strong chain. Mary said that the chain of pierced hearts would deliver many souls from bondage.

 

After I received Holy Communion, our Blessed Mother with tears as of crystals flowing from her eyes placed Her Heart of flesh bleeding and pierced with many thorns in my hand. “You are called to be the mother of sorrows, ONE with Me. To be ONE Heart with Me means to suffer all these piercings.” (I understood what our Blessed Mother was telling me as I gazed in her eyes and saw and felt Her suffering Heart.) Then Mary held up Her pierced Heart to Jesus on the Cross, and then a chain of pierced hearts of flesh connected to Hers entered Jesus' Sacred Heart. I felt these hearts were going through Him and in Him up to the Father in heaven.

12/11/11

Little mustard seed of LC will grow in the ONE FLAME of the Holy Trinity

During Mass, I was feeling a flame within me consuming me. I felt strongly the fire of Abba, Father. After Mass, I went into the Blessed Sacrament and I felt the presence of Jesus fill me…. I felt the flame of the Father within again, and He spoke the words below:

 

I AM the flame consuming you. The little mustard seed of LC will grow in the ONE FLAME of the Holy Trinity. This flame will grow and spread like a wildfire throughout My Church. Suffer all with My Son in the unity of the pierced Hearts of Jesus and Mary, and you will be consumed in the fire of the Trinity. I the God of Power and Might will bring to fulfillment the perfect sacrifice of My Son, Jesus Christ, through the innocent, pure and childlike...

 

Do not fear to share all that has been given to you... (My Lord some say we shouldn't share the apocalyptic messages for they are not ready to receive them...)

My daughter, you must be ready to die for the salvation of your brothers and sisters for many will not be ready when My justice visits them... Prepare the way for the reign of the Holy Spirit…

 

I felt each person in LC as an individual flame entering the ONE flame of the Trinity. I felt its power and intensity...

12/12/11

Day 1 of retreat, Feast of our Lady of Guadalupe

I Am the Way    

As soon as I entered the Blessed Sacrament, I felt our Lord ask me to read from the Gospel of John 14. “I am the way, the truth and the life. No one comes to know the Father except through Me.”

 

If I am the way, that means that the way has already been set for you. There is only one way that leads you into the embrace of the Father for all eternity. I came so that you may know the way. The way is simple, but the path is obscure and hidden. All those that desire to find this path will find it, but there are few, My daughter, that find it and even fewer who travel upon it. This is a constant torture of My Heart and My Mother's, to see such few souls on this path that I dug out for you and made it smooth with My precious Blood.

 

I am the way. Look at Me, follow Me. I am the innocent Lamb of the Father Who abandons Himself to be sacrificed so that you may have life. I am poor and humble, born of very simple holy parents. I am pure, the unblemished Lamb. I am perfectly obedient to the will of the Father. I am beauty because I live and remain in the Light of the Father with the Holy Spirit. I am Love, incarnated Love.

 

The Holy Spirit will lead you through My path to eternal life. My daughter, the Holy Spirit and My Mother have brought you to find this obscure path. You entered the path through the gate of My Mother. This path began for you through your mother's consecration (I understood my earthly mother). My daughter, there is a SIMPLE PATH, for your God is simple and knows your weakness. You were on a path to Me, but a very difficult and complicated path full of dangers because it is the path of your own will. When you gave Me your fiat in Medjugorje (this was in 2006 when Jesus asked me to be His victim soul) you entered My way. You now know by experience the difference in these paths. My way is simple, safe, full of consolations, peaceful... it leads you to the interior transformation of your mind and heart. The deeper you enter My path the easier your travel becomes.

 

Let us begin now at the entrance of this path:

 

Mary is the secure entrance into My path. Satan has created many paths to deceive My children, but none of them have Mary at the entrance. When you consecrate yourself to the Mother of God, you give her your all. The perfect consecration to My Mother is giving her your life, your all, your will. Then she can lead you by the hand to the foot of My Cross, where My way begins. Many consecrate themselves to Mary as a pious prayer, but have no intention of entering My path. These souls are then quickly deceived by the paths of Satan with all the allurements, and they render My Mother helpless to help them. This creates many piercings in the Heart of Mary. But those that give their complete abandonment to My Mother enter through her the narrow path of the Cross, which is My way.

 

Mary immediately turns your gaze to My crucified Love, but many cannot see Me because their eyes are covered by the darkness of sin. Mary, your advocate and Spouse of the Holy Spirit, immediately calls upon My Spirit to come to the aid of your soul. The planks of pride, self-love, vanity, and sins of all kinds are revealed to you by the Holy Spirit. It is here at My feet through the gift of repentance that you begin to see. Grace builds upon grace, but also each grace removes a veil that keeps the eyes of your soul from seeing the glory of God before you and the darkness that keeps you from hearing the whisper of God within you.

It is My souls that willingly see their misery revealed to them by My Spirit with cries and tears of sorrow that touch the Heart of Abba, Father, and He quickly comes to embrace them with His forgiveness through My crucified love. A soul advances from this part of My path, My feet, depending on their docility to the lights of the Holy Spirit on their many patterns of sin. It is here that My path is most strenuous and difficult because each soul must abandon their will to Me. Letting go of your human ways and control is difficult for every soul but with each response of genuine effort God pours forth His mercy upon that soul.

 

The soul that lives wrapped in the gift of knowledge grows in true humility and then is able to advance in My path on the wings of the Holy Spirit. At times, you fall and have setbacks, but do not get discouraged, for these falls are meant to help keep you wrapped in the gift of knowledge, the gift of knowing that you can do nothing without the grace of God. Satan will try to use the tactic of discouragement in making you believe that you cannot continue on this narrow path; it is then that you must beg the Holy Spirit and My Mother to come to your aid, and they will help strengthen you. Good spiritual direction and accompaniment is crucial to avoid Satan’s pitfalls, nor to remain stuck in the pitfalls Satan places in the path.

 

It is here at My feet that you must persevere in great discipline of spirit because your spirit is weak because the appetite of your flesh is so strong. As your spirit is strengthened, the appetite of your flesh is weakened. Love is the greatest means to strengthen your spirit. As you come to know Me and experience My love, your spirit is strengthened.

 

Many never advance from this beginning stage because of lack of perseverance, and eventually enter a different path that is more pleasing to their flesh. This is a deep suffering of My Heart and Mary's Heart.

 

My people are in need of holy shepherds helping to guide them through the path of holiness and eternal bliss. Many fall away for lack of holy shepherds. Therefore, I am raising up holy shepherds for My Church through the hidden force of holy mothers willing to lay down their lives in holy sacrifice for My sons. Believe, My daughter, believe! Call forth the holy women of God as My warriors of love, for the battle is fierce.

 

(I pondered the words, “Prepare the way for the reign of the Holy Spirit.” I had been asking all day in prayer how to do that. I just realized that Jesus had taken me this afternoon to John 14, “I am the way...” He has spent all day teaching me about “the way.” I am so amazed. We are called to help many enter the way of Jesus Christ in preparation for the reign of the Holy Spirit.)

12/13/11

Day 2 retreat

Perfection in Virtues- simplicity, spirit of poverty, ordinary & hidden life

 

My way perfects you in My virtues, which are also the virtues of My Mother as she lived her life in union with the Most Holy Trinity. The passage through My side perfects you in the virtuous life, purifies your heart and renews your mind, thus transforming you into a new creation…

 

Simplicity:

The call to simplicity is the call to detachment from the attachments of the flesh, both exterior and interior. As you grow in simplicity, you are emptied of all the attachments that prevent you from being filled with My life, My Blood. As you detach from material things, you grow in the virtue of poverty. As you become poor in the things of the world, you become rich in the things of heaven. The poor in spirit are rich spiritually, thus gaining true happiness on earth. Thus, you see that the tactic of Satan is to make you desire richness in the things of the world.

 

Spirit of poverty:

But the spirit of poverty is far greater than physical poverty. It is detaching from your own ideas, desires, plans, dreams, goals... It is a complete abandonment to Me, your God and Savior. This requires great diligence and abandonment to My Spirit. I desire the simplicity of the innocence of a child with its mother. This simplicity and innocence of heart is why Abba, Father has found favor with you. It is pleasing to the Father and to the Son to have you place your complete trust in Us.

 

Ordinary and hidden life:

It is perseverance in living the ordinary of your state in life, in love for Me, that you are perfected in many virtues. The ordinary duties of motherhood have been greatly attacked by Satan because they are so pleasing to the Father, and when lived in My crucified love as Mary did possess the power of God to aid in the sanctification and salvation of many souls. This is why your formation began in the most ordinary of your state in life as a mother (the gentle touch, kiss, blessing, making chocolate milk...).

It is here living the details of the most ordinary that you began to grow in greater love. Living the details of the ordinary became your prayer of blessing and honor to your God. It is in the most ordinary and hidden life that a soul encounters the face of God. I disguise Myself in what the world sees as tedious. That is why all the Mothers of the Cross have begun to encounter Me in the laundry, cleaning, cooking, nursing...

 

The tasks of ordinary motherhood are precious to the Father because they are the heartbeat of the domestic church. Now you know why Satan has done so much to attack motherhood. Through the restoration of motherhood, I will strengthen the domestic church, aid in the healing of fatherhood, and bring restoration to My universal Church.

12/14/11

Day 3 retreat

Perfection in virtue- obedience, faith

 

Obedience:

Obedience is the virtue that is the fruit of great interior transformation, for it requires you to see with the eyes of your soul and hear the voice of your God leading you. It is the virtue that grows from humility and purity of heart. It requires much abandonment of your will. It requires for a soul “to believe” in the way I have already taught you.

 

Obedience is the fruit of trust. Obedience is the fruit of love. That is why I am perfectly obedient to the will of My Father. My every breath on earth was in perfect harmony and obedience to the Father because I live in perfect union with the Father and Holy Spirit.

 

Growing in obedience is growing in a deep attentiveness to the movements and stirrings of the Holy Spirit in your soul. That is why I have taught you so much about silence. Perfect obedience to My will is your response of love to Me. Poverty brings forth chastity and chastity brings forth obedience, which is the essence of Love.

 

I desire to lead every soul into the perfect unity of the Trinity, which is Love, but there are very few souls that allow Me to lead them through the way that I came to set before them. Many of My little ones will benefit greatly from spiritual guides to help guide them through My narrow path of My Cross to unity with their Triune God. This I require from My little mustard seed for much has been given to you, therefore, much is expected from you.

 

My Daughters of My Most Precious Blood and Missionaries of the Cross will be dedicated to helping many through My SIMPLE PATH TO HOLINESS. The time is short, and much is required from you, My little ones. You will heal, restore and form many to become My hidden martyrs of love that will defeat Satan and bring forth the reign of the Holy Spirit through the reign of the Immaculate Heart of Mary. This is the reign of the Trinity through the reign of My crucified love in every heart.

 

Through union with your Crucified, you enter union with the Trinity. This is the Sword of the Spirit that will pierce the dragon. You, My little mustard seed, are forming the Sword of the Spirit for the final battle. 

 

Faith:

Your faith is perfected in suffering and trials. Perfect faith is complete abandonment to My Father's will in all things through your union in Me. Therefore, your growth in faith is dependent on the abandonment of your will to Me and also on your knowledge of My perfect love for you. The shedding of layers of attachments to your will, which is self-love, takes place as you begin to trust in My love for you. This is why suffering all your sorrows with Me is so beneficial for your soul because in that process you touch the open wounds of My love for you. This perfects a soul quickly in abandonment and trust until you come to experience all, the good and what you perceive as bad, as a gift of My love for you. The gift of knowing with your mind, heart and soul that the love of God only desires to make of you the new creation you were created to be from the beginning of time, a creation in the image and likeness of God as holy sons and daughters of the Most High. This is why I came upon the earth, to set you free from the bondage of sin and to make of you a new creation and draw you into the ONENESS of the Most Holy Trinity to experience holy bliss for all eternity. What greater love is there than this?
 

12/19/11    
Become the chain of pierced hearts that will unbind the chain of darkness and bondage

As I prayed the Chaplet of Jesus' precious Blood with Mary's tears, Jesus taught me:

The flow of My Blood intensifies through My Body, the Church. The triumph of My sacrifice of love will be fulfilled through My Body, the Church. My Mother is Bride and Church, imitate her. She, as ONE with My Body, united her tears to My precious Blood and, in this way, redeemed souls with Me. You are called to do the same. The saving grace of My precious Blood will enter all hearts that are open through you, My Body. Therefore, My little ones, suffer all with Me so that many can enter the fold of My Sacred Heart. You must become the chain of pierced hearts that will unbind the chain of darkness and bondage. Bring Me many victim souls.

END OF 2011