THE HIDDEN LIFE OF A MOTHER OF THE CROSS
HOLDS THE POWER OF GOD
A Trumpet Call From God Forming His Victim Souls for These Decisive Times.
⁓⁓ 2021 ⁓⁓
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Aspire to be Poor in the World
My ways are not the ways of the world. Meditate on My life and the life of the Holy Family. We were rich in the graces of ABBA, our Father but always poor in the things of this world. You cannot aspire in your hearts for both; that is why to follow Me, you must leave everything. You must aspire to be poor in the world and rich in virtue.
Chastity Brings Forth Filial Love
God is Spirit- one God in Spirit, in Truth, in Love. I live in the Father; the Father lives in Me; we live in the Holy Spirit, the Holy Spirit lives in us- one in Love and Communion.
Man was created in God's image and likeness. Man from the beginning was created to know God and to live in intimate communion with Him. What Adam and Eve lacked in the garden was complete communion with God in Spirit. God, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, did not yet live in them as one with them- total communion of Love. Their sin against God closed the door for the fulfillment of God's desire for man. It is man who closed the door, not God, for God so loved man. The darkness of Satan now enters the purity of the heart of man created in God's image and likeness. Yet, ABBA does not abandon man to Satan. ABBA sheds tears for man's original fall and, in time, sends Me, His only beloved begotten Son, to the world. It is now through My perfect sacrifice of love, which is the perfect sacrifice of all three Persons of the Trinity, that perfect unity with God becomes possible again. Now, through the power of My Eucharistic life, which is one with My sacrifice of love, you can be restored in the image and likeness of God, and we, in Spirit, in Truth, and in Love can possess the human person to live in Love and Communion. This is the gift of Redemption- the gift of God's love.
Chastity is the perfect integration of the human body with the Spirit of God; therefore, chastity brings forth filial love, which is expressed on earth through perfect obedience (to God's Will).
The time is quickly approaching in which you will be judged as My followers. Do not be afraid, My little one, for I have walked this path before you. You, too, will approach your persecutors with "calm dignity." The time draws near for the great sifting of mankind. All will have to choose to believe and follow Me or forsake Me and walk away. The few that remain faithful to their God and Savior will usher in the Eucharistic Reign of My Kingdom, but before this takes place, much blood will be shed. My little one, prepare My mustard seed for the great shake-up so that my remnant of followers can give Me testimony through their calm dignity amidst great adversity. Know that I am with you, guiding you and filling you with My life. Continue to persevere as My prophet of these end times. Go in peace, beloved of My Heart.
Holy Thursday Night
I obtained a new and divine holiness for humanity
I am making all things new through My Sacred Blood poured out for you (pl). I came to the world sent by My Father to redeem you(pl) and make you whole in His image and likeness. My little one, I had to suffer your brokenness by allowing My Body to be broken for you. I obtained your healing and new life by voluntarily accepting your brokenness. I obtained a new and divine holiness for humanity through My death and resurrection, but humanity, in large part, has chosen to remain in the brokenness of sin.
My little one, believe that My passion on the Cross and My interior crucifixion has obtained a new world order, not the order of Satan's destruction, but the order of Divine Love lived in God's Will.
The era of the Holy Spirit is approaching
The Holy Spirit is not known yet, but the era of the Holy Spirit is approaching. He is one with the Incarnation of Jesus on earth. The Incarnation takes place through the power of the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit is the Spirit of the Father and Son; they are inseparable. When Jesus is Incarnated in Mary's womb, the Holy Spirit is present as one in Christ. It is through the Incarnation that Mary receives the fullness of the Trinity. She is the first to live the Kingdom of Heaven on earth. The Incarnation of Jesus brings the mystical incarnation of the Trinity on earth. This reality of the Holy Spirit is still not known, yet it is the reality that God's saints of the end times will live in order to usher into the world the Kingdom of God. Believe in all that has been spoken to you even though you do not have the capacity to understand. Go in peace.
I am alive and present in every human suffering
You are feeling the weight of My sorrows for humanity. Love is not known. Love is not loved. I am the way to learn how to love according to God's Will. If every soul kept their gaze on Me as they suffer, they would learn how to love the way I have loved them. A love full of compassionate mercy and patience. A love slow to anger and rich in kindness. A love that cries with each soul as I suffer with every soul. I desire every soul to find Me and encounter Me in their personal suffering. I am alive and present in every human suffering. My daughter, thank Me continuously. Remain with Me as I allow you to suffer with Me for souls. Suffering on earth becomes God's opportunity (for us) to encounter the living God, for God became man to receive the suffering of men upon Himself in order to grant them the gift of new life. Teach every soul how to gaze upon Me in their suffering to encounter Love. There is no other way to love Me as I have loved you(pl). Turn their gaze towards Me, the Suffering Servant.
Faith is needed to live in the power of God
I desire for you to know the sorrows of your Beloved. The sorrows of the heart are only revealed to the person closest to us, the one that loves us and that we can trust ourselves too. Therefore, it is to you that I reveal the depths of My Heart. My sorrows overflow from My Heart as an overflowing stream. My Heart cries for a lost humanity. I seek hearts that know Me and love Me, but I find very few. The deception of Satan has darkened the human heart and mind. My little one, trust in My goodness, trust in My mercy, trust that God is working to pierce the darkness of Satan consuming the minds and hearts of humanity. You, my little one, and the few following My simple path to union with God are God's force to defeat Satan and pierce the darkness of his destruction in souls. Your faith is needed to live in the power of God. Encourage the few following My path to ponder in prayer My Words. They will set you free; they will reveal My Way, which will set you free to be My light in this darkness. Remain in My peace and joy because you have come to believe in My Words spoken to you. Follow the Simple Way I have laid out for you for these dark times, and you will not go astray. Believe, my little one, believe.
After the Lord gave me His words, I read today's reading on the faith of Abram, who believed in what seemed impossible. Genesis 15
"Fear not, Abram! I am your shield; I will make your reward very great." Abram was still childless, and the Lord makes this promise to him: "Look up at the sky and count the stars, if you can. Just so shall your descendants be." Abraham put his faith in the Lord."
Much of the earth will be destroyed, like Sodom and Gomorrah
The Lord asked me to continue reading the scriptures on Abraham, so I continued reading from Genesis 18:
Much of the earth, My little one, will be destroyed like Sodom and Gomorrah, but not all, there will remain My remnant of faithful souls. Do not be afraid, for God is with you, guiding you and protecting you. You, like Abraham, have found favor with God. From this great purification will come forth a new earth.
(I stopped writing to pray, asking my Lord to protect me from myself or Satan with these words. Asking my God, how he can destroy whole nations with so many people?)
My little one, trust in God's goodness and mercy for His ways are perfect. The time draws near, my little one, please remain attentive daily to Me, for we are making all things new according to God's plan. Be still, be silent, be attentive to the voice of your God who is guiding and forming you.
Perfect Obedience to the will of God / 1/2private
My little one, you have been given a mission from the Father through the Son. Now you are being given a greater portion of the Holy Spirit through me, with me and in me, so that God's mission in you can be completed. I have been with you from the beginning (I had an immediate flashback of my life, seeing my mother's Marian consecration, praying rosary…) protecting, guiding, forming, and dressing you to become the spouse of my beloved Son. You have much to suffer yet to complete God's mission in you. But as you allow the Holy Spirit to possess your will united as one with me, your Mother, through perfect obedience to the Will of God, love will triumph, and it is I, the Immaculate, and the Holy Spirit that will triumph. Thus, the reign of my Immaculate Heart and the new Pentecost will be fulfilled in you, and God's mission will expand its fruitfulness.
My little one, only love can win this battle and bring forth the fulfillment of the triumph of my Son's death and resurrection. Only purified love in the fire of the Most Holy Trinity can and will pierce Satan and cast him into hell with all his dominions…. I am drawing you into my Immaculate Heart to be consumed in the fire of the Holy Spirit, my Spouse. Your perfect act of obedience and abandonment to God's Will will shower sanctifying grace upon LC and the world. Sin came about through disobedience rooted in pride; salvation comes about through perfect obedience rooted in humility and filial love.
Great sifting has begun
My little one, be attentive to the God who loves you and is guiding you through this tempest. My little one, encourage My little mustard seed to enter great silence and stillness of heart with Mary so that I can guide all my souls. Many will be lost because they failed to trust in Me and turned their gaze to the deception of Satan that speaks through the mighty of this world. The time of the great sifting has begun, do not be afraid, for I am with you, guiding you, but all will suffer greatly. Few will remain faithful in the time of the great sifting, but with My few, I will establish My Kingdom on earth… Do not be afraid, for God is with you.
Remain in deep silence
Jesus explained that all has been set in motion. Many souls will die, and nations will be brought to ruins.
I asked, "how can this be?"
Jesus explained: because God's love has given us free will. This destruction is not coming from God but from man. Yet, God will not abandon humanity. He hears the cry of the poor. Those are us, LC. He will establish his Kingdom on earth. To live in union with Mary, I must remain in deep silence focused continuously on the goodness of God, not on the darkness and devastation.
Feast of the Assumption, my consecration to Mary and the Holy Spirit
My little one, as one with the Mother of God, the Woman clothed with the sun given the power from on High to crush the head of Satan, the great battle for the salvation of the world has begun. My remnant victim souls united as one with Me, Victim, with all the past victim souls and those of the future will battle the Beast in and through the power of My Cross. Persevere, My little one, in leading the few who have responded. Be ready to suffer with Me in this decisive battle for the salvation of countless souls. Stand firm against the great deception of Satan; speak the truth as it is revealed to you with courage and be steadfast in your mission and identity as My spouse of My most precious Blood. Be joyful, for you have come to believe in the victory which I have obtained through My death and resurrection. Be diligent in withstanding his lies and deception. Trust that I live in you as one with you, and I am guiding you as My warrior in this decisive battle.
(My Lord, how do I guide this community? What do you want?)
...Do not be afraid, for God – Father, Son, and Holy Spirit – is truly with you guiding his remnant army in the great battle against the forces of evil. Continue to proclaim from the housetops the words I have spoken to you throughout the years, for they hold the wisdom of God for the salvation of the world. Your union now with Mary, as one with the Holy Spirit, prepares you to confront Satan and his principalities in her victory, for she is the Queen Mother that has defeated the dragon in her perfect union with Me, her beloved Son. It is through her power in the Holy Spirit that you will fight the great battle. Remain in prayer and silence so that nothing disturbs your spirit as one with Me, your Beloved. Rejoice, my daughter, you are being counted among the remnant victim warriors of God's great army. Go in peace to love through Me, with Me, and in Me as one with Mary Most Holy. The battle has been won!
My little one, the time has come when the forces of evil will knock at the door of your hearts. You will have to choose to abide or resist. Resistance will not be tolerated. My Son's true followers will be taken. Be prepared for this time of great suffering. I will always remain with you to provide for you all the graces you will need to persevere in faithfulness.
(My mother, how can we be prepared for such great suffering?)
God has given me his power to crush Satan and all his principalities. I will obtain for you all the graces you will need; therefore, remain in my Immaculate Heart as one with the Holy Spirit. Rejoice, my little one, for this small army of little victim souls will win with me God's great battle for humanity. Work hard every day to remain in my Son's peace. I am with you guiding my little remnant.
Feast of Padre Pio
Jesus asked me to read Rev. 15
You, My beloved one, are My witness. It is I who will clothe you in the white garment of purity and place the golden sash of triumph upon you. You, along with all My victim souls who persevere till the end, will be My witnesses, bringing all glory and honor to God. I reveal to you the triumph in advance so that you (plural) will have the courage to persevere through the time of the great chastisement. Few will persevere but know that you are among the few who will be adorned in the gown of triumph. Believe, My little one, believe, for you are weak and miserable, but I am with you always, for I have taken My abode in your heart. It is I and Mary, our Queen Mother, who will provide all the graces of perseverance that you need. On your part, remain daily in My peace through prayer and silence.
Feast of the Archangels
Jesus to the Missionaries of the Cross
Believe that I am making all things new. Believe I have chosen you (MC) to fight the great decisive battle alongside Saint Michael. Believe you have found favor with God, not because of your human intelligence, nor any of your works, but because each of you responded simply to be My victim souls. Now has come the time of the great sifting; your fiats to be My victim souls will be tested in a way that you have not yet been tested. You must persevere in prayer and silence so that the many voices of the world do not cloud your conscience. In silence, attentive to My voice, I will convict you of truth. Always choose good and never evil. Trust that I am guiding you. Be ready to suffer greatly with Me. I responded in trust and abandonment to My Father, and I suffered crucifixion. This was My Father's Will, for He is Love. I was ready to suffer all in obedience to His perfect Will because of love of Him and you. You are My Body; will you be obedient to My Will, which is the Will of our Father to make all things new? You must be willing to suffer greatly as one with Me for the salvation of many, and you too will receive the crown of glory. Persevere in remembering who you are and what I have spoken to you as My Missionaries of the Cross. Go in peace and love to do My Holy Will without fear.
Feast of St. Faustina
My little one, Revelation 14 is being completed. I am the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world, but men chose to remain in the pit of their own darkness. You allowed me to lift you out of the pit of your darkness through the power of My Cross. You grabbed the lifeline that was being extended to you, and you received new life in Me. The time of justice has begun for all who did not extend their hands to receive the gift of My Mercy during a time of prosperity. Now begins the time of destruction. Everything will collapse, all worldly securities will be lost, and then God's last act of Divine Mercy will be given to humanity through the grace of the light of His Illumination. Every soul will see good and evil within themselves and outside of themselves and will have to choose to turn their lives to God or remain in the darkness of Satan and his dominions. Then begins the great battle between the defined forces of evil and those who have chosen to believe in the One sent by God Father into the world. This great battle will bring forth the persecution of all My followers. This will be the great outpouring of the blood of My martyrs. With the few who remain faithful till the end of the designated time, God will defeat Satan through Mary and My victim souls.
2nd Nail- Unitive State- Obedience
St Catherine of Siena p.117, The Dialogue
The unitive state is when the soul begins to live in God's will. She has persevered through the first nail of dying to her desires, expectations, plans, and attachments. She has persevered in denying herself. She continues to persevere in prayer and silence, with the eyes of her soul gazing at My love crucified. She has climbed the steps of poverty, chastity and arrives at obedience. Obedience is the virtue needed and perfected in the unitive state, for now the soul lives solely to do the will of the Father regardless of what it will cost her, for when a soul lives solely in My will, she will experience much suffering in the world, for the ways of the world and the ways of God oppose one another. She now rejoices in misunderstanding, humiliations, criticisms, persecutions, loss of friendships… for her only desire has become My Cross solely for love of Me.
New era of God's divine love will flourish on earth
You have become My follower in good times and in bad, in sickness and in health. You are My faithful spouse who has chosen to remain with Me as one with My Mother of Sorrows in the passion of My Body, the Church. Many have abandoned Me, and many more will continue to desert Me. The words of Scripture are being fulfilled, "and when I return will I find any faith left?" (Lk 18:8) Yes, I will, My little one, I will find My faithful remnant. They will be very few, but they will radiate the light of God, for they have been purified in My precious Blood and endured the time of the great persecution. Then, this remnant will be united with all my martyrs of pure love to cast into hell Satan with all his dominions as one with My Mother, and a new era of God's divine love will flourish on earth. God, in his immense goodness, has allowed you to taste the goodness of this new life on earth as it is in heaven. Now, my little one, persevere with faith, hope, and love the time of trial that you have begun to experience, for this delights the Heart of God. I love you, My little one, and I bless you with My tender kiss. Go in My peace to live this day in My joy.
Satan will attempt to destroy you and My community of Love Crucified
My little one, be attentive to the signs of the times. You are in great danger. Satan will attempt to destroy you and My community of Love Crucified. You must remain in deep silence so that I can guide you in these perilous times. Unite My community at the foot of the Cross with Mary. Only the Holy Spirit can set you on fire as a burning oblation of sweet incense to the Father. This burnt and holy sacrifice will be received and blessed by the Father to aid the world during these dark times. ...It is a time of seclusion in prayer and silence with Mary, preparing the world for the new Pentecost.
Jesus, after I read Lk 19:11-28 (gold coins)
My little one, you have been given the gold coin of My Simple Path to Union with Me. This is a very valuable coin because it contains the mystery of Divine Love found in and through the Cross. You have invested this coin through your dedication of years of teaching and living My Path. You have shown great courage in proclaiming My Words, but few, My little one, have received this treasure, for they are steeped in self-love. Remain faithful to investing the coin of priceless value God has given you… Continue to proceed with the courage and zeal that you possess through the power of the Spirit that lives in you. Do not be afraid to speak the truth of the darkness of Satan consuming the earth. Do not be afraid to confront this evil with the truth you possess. Trust that I am with you guiding your every step. Remain in prayer and silence, and you will continue to hear My voice and discern My Will. Live this day in perfect peace and joy because you have come to taste the goodness of the Lord. Know that I am well pleased with you. Fight with the manly courage you possess, and do not be afraid.
My Kingdom will be established through the power of My little ones
I, the God of heaven and earth, will destroy all the enemies of God through My little ones that possess the strength of perfect faith in God Almighty. I, from the beginning of time, have used my little ones to confound the mighty ones of the world. It will not be different in the great decisive battle that has now begun. I, the God of heaven and earth, have been preparing My army for the great battle that will cleanse My Sanctuary and the world and bring forth My Kingdom on earth as it is in heaven. Rejoice, for My little mustard seed is part of My great army. Have courage because you, too, have come to believe in the God who loves you and sent his only begotten Son to be a holy sacrifice for you. My Kingdom will be established through the power of My little ones who have joined themselves to the perfect and holy sacrifice of My Son. The faith of My pure victims of love past, present, and future are God's power that will defeat the enemies of God and usher in My Kingdom of Divine Love. Trust in all that has been spoken to you and continue to share these messages with the few willing to receive them. The ways of God are not the ways of the world.
Feast of Christ the King
Today, the Church celebrates Christ the King. I told Pilate that My Kingdom is not of this world. My Kingdom is in heaven in perfect communion with My Father and the Spirit and with all the angels and Saints. My Kingdom is love, a love of total giving of self to the other and of a total receptivity from the other. This giving and receiving of pure, undefiled love is God. My Kingdom belongs to every soul that enters this communion of love (God) through My Cross. The path to enter this Kingdom is My Love crucified. As your crucified King, wearing My crown of thorns, clothed in the wounds of humanity, and covered in the Blood of My royal (priesthood), I revealed to you (humanity) the way into my Kingdom in heaven. Only the souls that adore Me as their crucified King and who desire to enter and live as one with Me on earth in My Love crucified will live My Kingdom in heaven on earth. Union with the crucified King is the only path to communion in the Trinity on earth. This is the Kingdom I came to establish on earth. Persevere during the time of great devastation, and you will live My Kingdom on earth as it is in heaven.
(I asked the Lord how to persevere specifically with the issues of the vaccine and mandates…)
Many have received the vaccine to avoid suffering, others because they are clinging to their many attachments, others out of ignorance, but the majority because they did not seriously seek My Will and allowed themselves to be swept away by the many forces of Satan's temptations. Fear in the hearts of the multitude has come to the light. This fear reveals the lack of love for Me in the hearts of the vast majority of souls, a love rooted in humility, intimacy, purity, abandonment, trust, and selflessness; therefore, the thief came unexpectedly and was able to enter their homes (hearts) and darken their souls to not recognize the signs of the times. Few, My little one, will persevere during this time of total darkness, which God is permitting as his justice. Remain in silence and prayer, and you, along with my faithful remnant, will participate with Me establishing My Kingdom on earth. Do not cave in, under any circumstance, to Satan's deception.
(How about priests in order to minister the sacraments?)
Did Peter and Paul follow the orders of the religious heads when they were told to stop preaching My Way? My priests can never join forces with Satan's evil to justify their ministry. They too must persevere as one with Me in my crucifixion during the time of great darkness. They too must be willing to suffer the injustice of being stripped of their faculties as I was stripped of all My glory, and this union of suffering with Me, the crucified King, will bring forth My purified Church. My little one, as mother with Mary and My spouse, you have the responsibility to help many persevere during the time of great darkness by speaking and living in My truth. Do not hesitate to share these words. Go in peace to live the truth of who you are as one with Me, your crucified King.
John 18:37 "you say I am king, for this I was born, and for this I came into the world, to testify to the truth. Everyone who belongs to the truth listens to my voice."
Feast of the Immaculate Conception
Message from the Immaculate to LC
My little ones, I, your Mother, am receiving your consecration as my beloved children. It is I who desired for you to make this consecration through the gift of Saint Maximilian’s writings on the mystery of who I am, created by God for His Son, as one in perfect union with the Holy Spirit. You have received the gift of entering into the mystery of what God has done with me, a humble handmaid of the Lord, so that each of you can receive the gift of greater knowledge of God's desire for all His creatures from the beginning of time-consummation into the life of the Most Holy Trinity to participate in the ecstasy of Divine Love. Because you have given me your fiats to walk with me the narrow path of the Cross into your hearts to die of self and rise through Christ crucified, your hearts have become ready to receive the gift of my Immaculate Conception. God in His immense goodness is now preparing you to live consumed in my Immaculate Heart through the fire of the Holy Spirit as one in Christ crucified into the embrace of the Father to know and taste, to different degrees according to each soul, the ecstasy of Divine Life lived on earth. This grace must be nurtured through continuous prayer and silence and protected from choosing to fall into Satan’s temptations. That is why continuous prayer and silence are of the essence to live in God's Kingdom on earth. This grace of knowing and living in the life of the Trinity will be the source for your endurance during the great persecution that must come. Receive this gift from God through my Immaculate Heart in the cenacle tonight before the prayer of the rosary, so that as God's beloved ones you can pray in thanksgiving and praise as one heart with me to the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. I bless you with the peace of God and my maternal love.
Living in the Trinity on earth
The Father has always been; He is the Great I Am. My little one, His greatness and power have been misunderstood and feared by people in every generation, yet He is pure love. He begets Me, His Son, with all tenderness and longing. He begets Me from Himself. That is why to know Me is to know My Father. From our union and communion, the Holy Spirit is immaculately conceived. Think of the Father as a living ocean and He flows into the Son and this current of power is pure Love, which flows into the Holy Spirit, which flows back to the Father. This exchange of love is so powerful, a continuous Life from and back to the Father, that this triangle of Life is but One Life. We are three distinct Persons that share the same Life. That is why to know Me is to know the Father for we are One. I became flesh, the God-Man, so that you could come to know and see the Father. This coming to know personally the Great I Am through Me is the greatest gift of redemption.
The Father also desired for his humanity to come to know and see the third Person of the Trinity, and He created the Mother of God from her conception full of grace. She is full of the Holy Spirit, consumed totally by Him so that it is the Holy Spirit that you see and know in and through Mary. Even though she is created not divine, for humans, she becomes the most perfect image of the Holy Spirit, which also reveals to humanity the beauty and goodness of the Father and Son.
To know and love Mary is to know and love the Holy Spirit, which is to know and love the Father. Mary becomes the created being that is the gate to enter God through Me, her beloved Son.
My little one, these mysteries of the Most Holy Trinity can only be received by the souls who out of humble love of Me follow My Mother to the foot of My Cross to enter My crucified Heart. No one on earth can journey the narrow path of My passion without the help and guidance of My Mother for it is the Holy Spirit as one with her that is the path back to the Father through the Son. Therefore, the Mystery of the Cross reveals to humanity the Mystery of the Trinity.
(I asked Jesus about myself because I do not feel I am living life in the Trinity.)
My little one, you must be careful because you are relying on human feelings to determine your life in the Trinity. I, on the Cross, felt abandoned by the Father, yet I knew I wasn't abandoned.
Your level of union with the Trinity on earth is determined by the abandonment of your will to the Will of God, not by feelings. We are one, My beloved spouse, yet most of the time I do not allow you to feel my presence. This I do to perfect the abandonment of your human will to Mine. Perfect peace in the midst of suffering is the sign of a soul living in the life of the Trinity through her union with My sacrifice of love by the grace of the Holy Spirit.
The Lord explained that all souls in heaven participate fully in the life of Love in the Most Holy Trinity, each to the fullness of its capacity. The teachings of God to Saint Catherine of Siena came to my understanding. It is on earth that our capacity to be filled with God is determined…. He explained that the expansion of the tent of our hearts is very painful because it requires much suffering…