THE HIDDEN LIFE OF A MOTHER OF THE CROSS
HOLDS THE POWER OF GOD
A Trumpet Call From God Forming His Victim Souls for These Decisive Times
⁓⁓ 2023 ⁓⁓
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JANUARY 2023
1/8/23
Obstinate
An obstinate heart commits a grave sin against the Holy Spirit–– it does not allow the grace of Redemption to touch his inner being. Redemption is God's great gift to humanity, purchased for us through Christ’s passion, death, and resurrection. Yet, because we have been created with free will, we have to say “yes” to receive this gift. Our “yes” means we are willing to participate in our Redemption by opening our hearts wide to Christ, so that, through His Blood, the Spirit can cleanse us, purify us, and empty us to make us a new creation in God's image and likeness.
An obstinate heart denies the Holy Spirit the gift of self-knowledge. It denies the Holy Spirit the grace of self-discovery into the recesses of his heart to encounter the false I-–– the person we have all become that we are not.
1/9/23
Courage
Courage, My little one, is the virtue of the single-hearted. Courage can be lived for righteousness or evil, for Satan has courageous souls that fight for his cause.
God's courageous souls come to love Him above all. They come to know His goodness as they live consumed in Me through the Holy Spirit. These souls have come to touch Me and to be touched by Me. They live pure intimacy in My crucified embrace.
To live courageous lives daily in your ordinary lives requires first, growth in humility, the humility of knowing your misery, and trusting in My merciful love. The humility of a pure heart that is able to see My gaze of love in sorrows. This grace of the encounter of a soul with God perfects the soul with the inner strength needed to battle daily her ego with all its desires and attachments, solely to desire Me. This is living single-hearted, solely for love of Me.
I have taught you, through My Simple Path, to suffer all with Me, thus teaching your inner gaze to remain on Me and not on self. Perseverance in this daily practice brings forth the transformation of the heart with the supernatural grace souls will need to live as my witnesses (martyrs). This is courage.
Courage is the act of obedience to My Will. Obedience is always lived through the “yes” that requires courage and moves through the many fears all humans have. I manifested My obedience to the Father as I moved through My fears with the courage of perfect love. (Mt 26:39)
Mary, too, lived her life on earth single-hearted—she lived to do the Father's Will. Therefore, she lived perfect courage, revealed in her Fiat to the Angel at the Annunciation; her perfect Fiat in her hidden ordinary life; her Fiat during My passion; her Fiat at the Cross when she courageously offered Me to the Father as His perfect sacrifice of love for humanity; and finally, her Fiat to remain on earth in her bitter solitude solely for love of God and each of you. Her courage in her perfect obedience to God's Will was My consolation and strength, as I was to her.
I have united you (plural) as My little mustard seed, so [that] you will help one another live courageous lives in My Holy Will. Thank God for each other because this great gift is needed during the time of persecution to help you remain faithful and not cave into fear.
Have courage, for God is with you!
1/19/23
Rejoice
Your tears will turn into dancing. Rejoice, My little one, rejoice, for your God and Savior has found favor with you, and your prayers and supplications are being blessed by the Father, for He hears the cry of the poor.
The poor are those with meek and humble hearts who love Me as their one and all. God delights in such souls. The MOC are His delight, for they resemble My Mother in God's holy radiance.
Persevere in suffering all with Me with your gaze fixed on Me, and you will witness great miracles–– the lame will walk; the blind will see; the broken will be restored; the oppressed will be set free; the wounded will be healed, for God is present in the world.
Please persevere with patient endurance, and I promise that you will not be disappointed. Rejoice, my little one, rejoice!
1/23/23
Fear of the Lord
Fear of the Lord is perfect love, a love that does not come naturally for every human being because of original sin, yet a state of perfection that each soul is called to reach through God's gift of Redemption.
Fear of the Lord is a gift of the Holy Spirit that is acquired through the participation of each person. Fear of the Lord is the bright star of God's radiance. Fear of the Lord, which is perfect love, can only be reached by the souls who persevere through all the states of purification.
Perfect love is the fruit of the death of self-love. To obtain perfect love, a soul must grow in each of the virtues, with the death of all the vices. I have been guiding you(plural) through a Simple Path to this perfect state of love and union because I Am Love, and I desire to raise up My Saints of these end times to usher in My era of peace in the world in which My Mother will shine in the hearts of all people; My Spirit, as one with her, will possess all people, and I in the Eucharist will be the center in the lives of all people. This is the new dawn for the world, and you, along with My holy remnant, have been chosen to usher in this new springtime for humanity through God's gift of His Simple Path, for it is the path to attain perfect love. Therefore, persevere in living and teaching this Path, and you (pl.) shall be holy as God is holy for His glory.
FEBRUARY 2023
2/10/23
Cf. Genesis 3:1-8
Only through the Cross-can humanity be restored in perfect love
God, in His infinite goodness and love, created man and woman in His image and likeness. He created them with free will, knowing that they would turn away from Him in disobedience, yet, God created humanity with free will so that He could truly be loved and honored. It is precisely because of your free will that you have the capacity to love God as He has loved you. He continues to wait for his creation to love Him through Me, as one with Me. I came into the world, sent by our Father to restore all things in God and for God. Yet, man continues to rebel against the goodness of our Father. This is a great tragedy. Yet God, because He is Love, does not turn away from His creation but remains in grief and generosity, waiting with open arms for them as I depicted in the parable of the prodigal son.
Perfect love is lived in perfect obedience to the will of God. Adam and Eve were in the garden with God, yet their love had not been perfected. It is only through the Cross, as one with My Love crucified, that humanity can be restored in perfect love for the glory of God. My life on earth revealed this divine mystery of suffering voluntarily for Love. This is the only way to transformation in God and for God.
2/14/23
I redeemed the world through My love lived in My sorrows
The ways of God are not the ways of men. I redeemed the world through My love lived in My sorrows. I chose to REMAIN in this interior agony, an agony that is both a fire of consuming divine love and the groans of excruciating sorrows. This was, and is in the Eucharist, My life for souls–– love and pain as one.
There are very few souls that come to know My Sacred Heart and fewer souls that enter My Sacred Heart as one with Mary to live and remain, in silence and prayer, in My continuous agony for souls. The world is being made new through the few souls who, for love of Me, have chosen to remain with Me in My hidden life of love for souls.
It is through God's Simple Path to Union with God that God desires to lead many souls to this perfect state of union with Me for God's glory and the triumph of God Trinity on earth.
Persevere My little one contemplating all that I teach you with perfect faith and hope. I, as one with My victim souls, am making all things new.
Reflection from Genesis 6:5-9
God is “grieved to his heart” (6) because of men's sins. Jesus Christ, the God-Man, is sent by the Father to us on earth. He comes to reveal the love of our Father. He reveals the love and sorrows of God's Heart through His Sacred Heart. God grieves our sins.
“Noah found favor in the eyes of the Lord.” (8) Noah represented the few men on earth who were “righteous and blameless.” (9) Because of Noah's purity of heart, he “walked with God” (10). He had an intimate relationship with God; he communed with the Lord and listened to His voice, and was obedient to His will.
God always uses the few, a remnant, to save humanity. It is the same today. God is grieved in His Heart at man's rebelliousness of Him. Yet, again, like Noah, God will bring forth a new dawn for humanity through the few “righteous and blameless” men and women.
2/26/23
Enter the cloister of My Mother's Heart to mourn with her for the world
To remain in the lament of Daughter Zion (which represents Mary) solely for love of God and souls is very difficult for all human beings. Yet, this is My will for the Mothers of the Cross. Enter, My daughters, into the cloister of My Mother's Heart to mourn with her for the world. This state of lamentation with Mary pleases the Heart of our Father, and He listens to the cry of the poor. Remain in mourning with Mary to obtain the graces of conversion for sinners. Mortify yourselves this Lent from all distractions, conversations, and thoughts that separate you from My Mother's mourning. Enter and remain in the sorrows of My Mother this Lent to obtain graces for humanity. The King of kings will bless the prayer of Mary and her maidens. Remain in silence, stillness, recollected, and abandoned to My will.
MARCH 2023
3/9/23
My solitude was my perfect union of love in Abbas’s tears for His people.
Mary:
My role, as willed by the Father, to be the Mother of mankind was lived in and through my solitude (Soledad). After the third nail of crucifixion, when my Heart was fully crucified with my Son and pierced with the lance, I was then ready to love all humanity as one with the love of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. As I became totally one with my Son’s sacrifice of love, I could embrace into my Maternal Heart the sins and brokenness of all the children of God. I became the Maternal advocate of the Heart of ABBA. Through my Son, with my Son, and fully immersed in the Sacred Heart of my Son I was able to enter the lament of our Father as Mother for each of you.
My solitude after Jesus’s Ascension was my perfect union of love in Abbas’s tears for His people. I then received the sin and brokenness of each of the Apostles into my Motherly Heart as one with God and embraced them in the embrace of the Trinity. I continued the life of my Son on earth after His Ascension. I continued living the interior crucifixion as one with Christ, thus living as His living host, one in His Eucharistic life, as grace for the nascent Church.
This, my little one, is where I am now taking each of you (LC)––to be one body, one blood, one sacrifice, one victim with my Son as one with me. Living in the cloister of my Heart as one with me in the last stage of my life on earth completes the Simple Path to Union with God. The new Adams and the new Eves continue the life of God Trinity, establishing God's Kingdom on earth.
Rejoice, my little one, for the glory of God then triumphs in each of you that complete this Simple Path given to you from the Heart of God.
3/10/23
Total Gift – 3rd Nail of Crucifixion
We now continue to suffer with Christ united to Mary, IN ABBA.
We begin to see all people through the gaze of ABBA–– A Father that laments for each of His sons and daughters crying out, “Why have you forsaken me? You are My beloved. I love you.” The agony of our God who has given us EVERYTHING in and through His Son, Jesus. A TOTAL GIFT OF HIMSELF to us, His people.
To REMAIN in Mary’s solitude, I REMAIN in Abba’s WAITING.
The purification of our human emotion of love is being completed. (see 7/27/22)
COMMUNION is what was lost in the Garden after Adam and Eve’s original sin. The moment they hid from God's goodness and covered their sin with the leaves of justification and blaming, they separated themselves from Abbas’s love. They did not REPENT but remained in their obstinacy. Pride entered humanity, and this darkness became the barrier between God and us.
Imagine if Adam and Eve would have run to ABBA naked in their sin and prostrated themselves before their good Father and cried out, “Father, we have sinned against you in our disobedience. We are so sorry. Please have mercy on our misery.”
Repentance is what begins to destroy the barrier between God and us. As we come before ABBA in Christ crucified, exposing ourselves completely until we are naked before Him in our total misery, crying out, “My God have mercy, for I am a sinner,” that communion is restored. As the prodigal son, we enter the embrace of our Father.
Perfect Love
Rom. 5:6 “Christ died for the ungodly.”
Rom. 5:8 “But God shows his love for us in that while we were yet sinners Christ died for us.”
In the third nail of crucifixion, we have allowed ourselves, through the Holy Spirit, to be crucified in Christ and have advanced in the death of self. Our egos have begun to die, our lives have been replaced with the truth of Abbas’s love, our self-love with our desires, expectations, and attachments is dying, and our emotions are serving God's purpose. Now we love as one with God our enemies, those that hurt us, by choosing to remain in the cloister of Mary's Heart and in the Inner Chamber of our Spouses Sacred Heart to live in the groans of Jesus’ excruciating sorrows and in Abba's tears of consuming love for every soul, the good and the bad, those that love us and those that don't, solely for the love of God.
APRIL 2023
Holy Week messages
4/2/23 –Palm Sunday
Persevere in love as I did during the darkness of My passion
I Am He who comes into the world to save her from death.
I Am He sent by the Father, for He has loved you faithfully from the beginning of time.
I Am He who continues alive in the world through the Eucharist, and alive and present in My living hosts.
God, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, continue present in the world, bringing to fulfillment God's plan of salvation. God's majesty, grandeur, and goodness will be manifested to all people, for He hears the cry of the poor. He is Love, and Love will conquer all darkness and fulfill My death and Resurrection. I came into the world, sent by the Father to fulfill His perfect plan of salvation. God's plan is being fulfilled amid the great darkness of Satan.
Believe, My little mustard seed, believe you each are being formed as My victims of love to be My Light in the darkness. My Light has conquered death, and the fulfillment of Abba's plan of salvation will be fulfilled through God's victims of love past, present, and future. You are one with Me, God's victims of love, to conquer the darkness through your union in My sacrifice of love.
Believe, and do not doubt during the time of the great destruction that is near at hand. Persevere in love, as I did during the darkness of My passion. Pray, pray, pray, and keep watch, and you will have the strength to persevere as God’s saints of the end times.
Go in peace.
4/3/23 – Monday of Holy Week
All darkness is pierced and conquered by My Light
My Light will shine in the darkness. How is this possible? Because My Light is Love. The love that lays itself down for its enemies. I Am He who comes to die for you so that you may have life. All darkness is pierced and conquered by My Light. Satan's darkness has spread and penetrated the world and My Church because God's people do not possess My Light. God's people have become drunk with the passions of the flesh and world, and therefore the power of My Light has been dimmed in many and extinguished in others. Yet, God, in His infinite mercy, is raising His saints for these end times. His saints are My victims of love who have chosen to love Me above all else, to walk with Me the narrow path of My passion, and to remain with Me in the sorrows of life, suffering as one with Me with perfect faith, hope, and love. These few men and women possess My Light, and it is through them that God will conquer the darkness, and I will be glorified on earth as I am in heaven.
Persevere in silence and prayer, listening to the voice of God forming and guiding you as His holy warriors for these end times.
Believe, my children, believe, that My Light that is consuming you will pierce all darkness through your perseverance to love as one with Me, the enemies of God.
Continue to pray this Holy Week for extraordinary faith, hope, and love, and God's plan of salvation will be fulfilled through you (pl.).
Go in peace and joy, for God has found favor in you (pl.).
4/4/23 – Tuesday of Holy Week
I continue to suffer the sin of betrayal
I Am He who loves you in pain and anguish. How much I loved Judas. How much Mary and I shed tears for him. His kiss of betrayal was a sword that cut through My Heart of flesh. It was his kiss that became the sword that pierced My Sacred Heart while I was alive. I continue to suffer the sin of betrayal continuously through My life in the Eucharist.
My children, meditate today on My pierced Sacred Heart and the pierced Immaculate Heart as you witness the darkness in My Bride, the Church. I am being betrayed by my very own, just as I was betrayed by Judas, My apostle. The suffering of My passion continues through the sin of My ministers and those called to be totally Mine.
My little mustard seed, will you remain faithful to Me as one with the few who remained faithful with Me during My passion, or will you, too, betray Me and leave Me alone to suffer the passion of My Body, the Church?
Enter My agony of love united to My Mother's solitude, and she will provide for you the graces to persevere.
Go in peace.
4/5/23 – Wednesday of Holy Week
I wait with Abba for your tears of repentance
Today My meditation for each of you is on waiting. God is Love, and faithful, and therefore, He waits. He knows perfectly the human condition; He knows your misery. He waits in His eternal patience for each human soul. In His perfect time, He sends Me, His begotten Son, into the world to save each of you, and through Me to make of you a new creation in the image and likeness of God.
God waits for He is Love. Waiting with God with expectant faith and hope is the sign of a soul who is abandoned in God. Waiting with God in My peace is a sign of holiness.
I Am He who waits as one with the Father in the Eucharist. I wait for each of you to come to adore Me, to thank Me, and to give Me the gift of yourselves. I wait in Abba's grief for your repentance. I wait for each of you to say, “It is I”(Mt. 26:25), “I have betrayed You; I have been unfaithful to You; I have betrayed You, for I have loved myself before You, my God.” I wait for each of you to approach Me in your total misery, unveiled of all falsehood, so I then can draw you into the bosom of our Father. I wait with ABBA for your tears of repentance, as Peter did. Your tears of repentance are the sign of the grace of the Holy Spirit alive and at work in your hearts. I continue to wait for every soul to approach Me at the foot of My Cross with hearts open wide to receive the outpouring of My Spirit that reveals the truth of who you are and who I am.
My little mustard seed, approach Me today in Spirit and truth; the truth that you have offended Me, your God, so that you can receive the overflowing love of God Trinity. It is only through the fire of Divine Love that you will persevere as one with Me your passion.
My little mustard seed, God, in His infinite mercy, is pouring out an abundance of graces upon the world these holy days of My passion and Resurrection. These graces are a gift of Abbas’s infinite love for His children. Open wide your hearts to receive God's outpouring of love. The world is being made new through My holy remnant of victim souls past, present, and future. Persevere through the path I have been guiding each of you through with great patience and tenderness. Thank Me, your God and Savior.
Go in peace.
4/6/23 – Holy Thursday at 11:20 pm
REJOICE this Holy Thursday night, for God is making a new earth
On this night of Holy Thursday before midnight, I wish to thank you, My little mustard seed, for keeping watch with Me. The world sleeps while Satan roams, unleashed by the sins of humanity. Yet, My little remnant keeps vigil with Mary, and God is pleased, for He will work His wonders through the few who remain attentive to their God and Savior. REJOICE this Holy Thursday night, for God is making a new earth through His few victims of love that have become and are becoming one with their Victim Savior. Be consoled tonight because God hears your every prayer and answers them.
4/7/23 – Good Friday
It is this new world order of Love that you are called to witness.
John 18:37— “Jesus answered, "You say that I am a king. For this I was born, and for this I have come into the world, to bear witness to the truth. Everyone who is of the truth hears my voice."
I Am the Son of God, one with the Father and Holy Spirit. I came to witness the truth of who God is—Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. I came to reveal our Father. I was, and Am, the perfect witness of who the Father is. My every word, thought, action, gaze, and silence witnessed Love—God.
It is impossible to be My witnesses if you have not been transformed into Me by the Spirit so that we are ONE, no longer two.
I Am the voice of the Father, for I spoke only what I heard from Him. My voice, which is the voice of the Father, through the power of the Holy Spirit, has been speaking to you, and through you to My little mustard seed, and to the ends of the world to make you (pl.) My witnesses of the Gospel of new life. My voice has taken you (pl.) into the wilderness of your hearts to confront the evil which lies deep within each human being because of sin. My voice has been guiding you through a Path of transformation so that My Word can possess you through My Spirit and you can become one with God, His image and likeness through Me, with Me, and in Me, the new Adams and Eves for the new evangelization.
On this holy Good Friday, prostrate yourselves before My Love crucified and beg our Father to make you the witnesses that will usher in a new earth established with the Reign of My Holy Mother as one with the Reign of the Holy Spirit and My Eucharistic Reign. It is this new world order of Love that you are called to witness.
4/9/23 – Easter Sunday
Glory, glory to the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit alive in the world, making all things new
Your soul proclaims the greatness of your God, for you have come to know the Father through Me, His only begotten Son. You have come to love the Father through Me, your beloved Spouse. You have come to glorify the Father through the fire of the Holy Spirit.
My remnant on earth unites with the Saints in heaven and the souls in purgatory, exclaiming––Glory, glory are you our God and Savior, for you have set your people free from the bondage of death. Glory, glory to the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit alive in the world, making all things new through the Blood of the Lamb of God slaughtered for love of mankind. Give all glory and praise to your God who loves you.
Remain in the glory of God as you live in the darkness of this world, participating in the redemption of mankind, and soon and very soon, you will be united for all eternity in God's holy bliss in heaven with all the angels and saints giving all honor and glory to the God who has faithfully loved you.
Go in peace to remain in My sacrifice of love proclaiming the Resurrection of the dead!
4/11/23
Long Suffering
My little one, you each have been given by God a long-suffering by which God desires to make you His saints of the end times. Through the grace of long-suffering, you are perfected in love if you allow the Spirit to bring into the light of your conscience the darkness that lives in each of your hearts. This process of purification through long-suffering is needed to become God's saints that possess His power to defeat Satan and his principalities.
Abandon yourselves to Me in your long and daily sufferings.
Depend solely on Me to lead and guide you and trust totally in the God who loves you and desires to envelop you in His glory.
4/13/23
The making of a saint
My little one, I want to explain what makes a saint. My saints are the men and women who have allowed Me to be their Savior. The making of a saint begins when a person has a personal experience of My love, for without this experience, it is impossible to begin the long and strenuous journey into the depth of the heart to encounter yourselves and Me, for it is in the heart of every human being where I dwell.
Saints are not perfect men and women, but the opposite, men and women who come to know that they are imperfect, broken, wounded, and seek the only perfect One, their Lord and Savior. In their many insecurities, I become their security. In their darkness, I become their light. In their wounds, I become their healing balm.
My saints become the nothing that they are, and I become their All. They decrease totally, and I increase totally in them until their ego ceases to exist, and it is I who lives in and through them.
My saints are the new Adams and new Eves purchased by My death and resurrection. My saints, therefore, live in a constant state of awareness of their misery and, therefore, live completely dependent on their good God. My saints have the courage and audacity because of their strong desire to find Me, to follow Me with Mary to the foot of My Cross to gaze into the eyes of Love. Only through this encounter at the foot of My Cross can a soul receive the outpouring of My Spirit to bring them into the illumination of their conscience. The process of the Spirit’s illumination is a long journey that few are willing to take and persevere through. My saints, for love of Me, are the ones who persevere through the death of themselves and rise to new life through Me, with Me, and in Me. This is why My Simple Path to Union With God is My formation for the saints of the end times.
4/28/23
The fire must come to renew the face of the earth
My little one, I am one with you as you are one with Me. Cry with Me, for the multitudes are not ready for the great shake-up. Life, as you know it, is about to cease to exist. There will be much wailing, lamentations throughout all your streets. Remain in Me as one with Me in perfect trust and hope, for your God who loves you will not disappoint you.
Call my little mustard seed to prepare for the first wave of God's justice that will touch the world very soon. Prepare through prayer and silence, holding fast to the words I have spoken to you.
Prepare my family by entering the cloister of Mary's Heart to live as one heart with her and Me in our lamentations, for God is not known nor loved. He has been set aside and all His ways for the passions of the flesh, thus creating an entire world of godless people focused on self.
My little one, the fire, as stated in the Book of Revelation, must come to renew the face of the earth. Do not be afraid and keep your gaze on Me, the God you have come to know and love, for I will remain faithful to My holy remnant during the purge of fire.
–My Lord, I am making wedding plans for our daughter; what are we to do?
Remain in the deep silence of God's embrace in perfect trust in the God who loves you, praying for the conversion of sinners and the salvation of so many in danger of hell, and your God who remains faithful to the cry of the poor will bless your prayers. This must now become your daily life.
Go in peace.